Healing Twin Flame Abandonment Issues

Healing Twin Flame Abandonment Issues

Dearly Beloved,

Does it ever feel like everyone around you eventually leaves you? 

Do you sometimes wonder if anyone will ever want you for you?

I’m not just talking about your Twin Flame…I’m talking about real love enfolding you, and never leaving you.

have spent many years of my life single, longing for deeper connections, and downright lonely.

Sometimes I’ve been invited to fun parties with Soul Family and friends, and yet still felt alone in my world. 

Other years I was just plain alone.  

Social gatherings can even stimulate thoughts like:

“Am I loveable?”

“Why aren’t they connecting with me?”

“Will anyone ever want me/get me/marry me?”

And sometimes we don’t get invited to the parties or asked out on dates by anyone of quality, or at times even anyone.

Beloved, do you struggle with the following abandonment issues?

  • Feeling sad that your truest love lied to you, cheated on you, or left you down in a ditch (what a effing b*tch!)…or it just didn’t work out and you miss them
  • Fearing that friends will eventually leave you or lose their loyalty
  • Thank God your family loves you…or do they even really know you?
  • Finding yourself wondering if relationships are real at all, or just based on neediness

Until not that long ago, I often found myself being abadnoned or betrayed–often by the people I loved and trusted most. I called in Twin Flame Runner energy and Twin Flame Counterfeits.

I’ve decided that fear of abandonment is a normal human experience–especially for women.

The Sacred Wound of the Divine Feminine is fear of abandonment by her Divine Masculine Counterpart.

I want to help you help feel more connected to others than ever, so you can say goodbye to the loneliness of heartbreak forever.

#1 Tip to Heal Abandonment: Go dig into the pain. 

Dig into your abandonment fears.

Face them. 

Stay in alone tonight, and close all the shades. Turn off your distractions, and feel the pain arise.

Wallowing in it, and breathing in your loneliness is the greatest gift you can give yourself at this time… 

Because if we don’t face our isolation, we’d be running from our issues!

No one will love you if you don’t feel your pain and love yourself in it. 

When a woman runs from her abaonment issues, guess what will happen to her?  

Abandonment comes to hunt her down.

Her sadness, her pain, her abandonment stuff will only grow louder and louder in all of her relationships.

Maybe this has already happened to you?

Have you ever found yourself in a partnership or social group where you were running from your loneliness together?

The bonds of sex, intimacy, and conversations served as a noise to distract you from your pain.

Perhaps if we just listened to our lone internal howling wolf crying her song of loneliness, we’d actually be able to shut the f*ck up and actually connect with each other…

Loneliness is deep medicine…

To be honest, I have struggled with dark feelings of isolation, loneliness, and “I don’t belong” since…well as long as I can remember.  

I was born a different type of soul with a specific vibrational field and purpose. My different rhythm made me feel like an outsider. 

As a child, my loneliness kept me feeling like i didn’t belong on the group, or on the planet at all. Most of high school and college I spent pretending to fit in but I felt alien there too…

I slept with my first boyfriend hoping sex and intimacy would bandage my pain, but when he left and the bandage was ripped off, I was ripped in two!

I think my biggest problem during my younger years wasn’t my actual loneliness—it was my fear that if anyone found out that I was lonely, I’d be seen as a freak. 

So, I pretended to fit in as the overachiever blond volleyball player. I wanted to be well-liked and popular, and while I had my moments, I felt like I would die if anyone found out my big bad secret… 

I Love My Loneliness (and alone time)!

Claiming this piece and allowing myself to face my shadow within loneliness and isolation is how I met Jack and how to call in your Twin Flame. 

Are you afraid that if your Beloved knew about your fears of abandonment that you’d just shrink over in horror and humiliation?  

It’s time to emancipate yourself from your loneliness now

It’s not always healing your abandonment and isolation issues. I’ve been there, and that’s why I am here for you! 

I have put together super special  Twin Flame Love Combo Package for my blog readers.

Normally this package costs thousands of dollars because it includes a ton of high value content and time with Jack and I…

By using the coupon code “gift” I will give you a killer deal with TWO juicy bonuses:

(1) I’ll gift you you 2 tickets to our Twin Flame retreat in San Diego: Twin Flames Live. This retreat cracked each of our guests open to a higher dimension of themselves, they called in a tribe of sisters, and you’ll love the pleasureful way we problem solved your deepest issues.

And of course with the Twin Flame Love Combo PackageI’ll include:

(2) Identify + Bust Your Twin Flame Love Blocks: Home Learning Program We have created a 6-week intensive training course to help you identify and quickly release your Twin Flame Love Blocks from your past lives and current life so you can quickly align with and attract your Twin Flame.

Click here to get started! (scroll down to “Bonus #3” for program details)

After you register on the next page for the Twin Flame Love Combo Package with the coupon code “gift” we’ll follow up to schedule your complimentary session! 

The Twin Flame Love Combo Package is valued at over $6,000, and is available for a limited time only for just $333. 

That’s right! You get a 6-week course, ticket credit for a retreat with us, and a past life clearing session with me for just $333, and it won’t last!

The 6-week course is an amazing offering to help you clear out the isolation and abandonment blocks and own your true Twin Flame Love power.

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XO, Dr Amanda

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What Is Feminine Energy?

Ten Ways to Boost Your Feminine Energy

Feminine energy is a powerful healing energy that allows us to open to receiving. Feminine, referred to as yin energy in Traditional Chinese Medicine, is an energy that tends to be more calm, compassionate, and caring.

Without the feminine, we’re in trouble...

Everyone--both men and women--have masculine or feminine energy, and that these energies must be balanced. Many people, even women, are lacking feminine energy (or are hiding their feminine side) in the overly-masculine world.

In the modern world, women are expected to be more nurturing, soft, and beautiful while being successful and sexy. We’re expected to be mothers and CEO, romantics and leaders. The past history where women were once suppressed is crumbling as women quickly break the chains. We are calling out old behaviors, creating #metoomovements, and are stepping away from the patriarchy.

Truly, the feminine is rising.

Twin Flame Attraction Recipe: Raw Cacao Elixir

Twin Flame Attraction Recipe: Raw Cacao Elixir

Twin Flame ElixirThis yummy drink is a true love spell. Raw cacao is a harmonizer–it balances your Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspects (yin/yang, dark/light). It’s rich chocolatey flavor reminds us of our own complexity and how all of our contradicting flavors go so well together!

This Twin Flame Attraction raw cacao elixir will help you stay awake, stay focused on your Twin Flame Life goals, and get really embodied so you can be fully present to your Beloved! The chia seeds and brain octane are super food healthy fats that nurture the brain. Raw cacao is the ultimate of Twin Flame medicines.

Twin Flame Love Recipe Ingredients:brain octane cacao smoothie recipe

  1. 1 ice cube size portion raw cacao paste
  2. 1 tablespoon chia seeds
  3. 1 tablespoon Brain Octane oil by Bulletproof
  4. 2 tablespoons coconut cream (ideally fresh, but canned works too)
  5. One drop wild orange essential oil
  6. 6 ounces pure springwater
  7. Sprinkle of nutmeg
  8. Sprinkle of cardamom
  9. Love and bliss

Mix all ingredients together in a power blender. Sprinkle some extra nutmeg on top. State a blessing such as, “I am worthy of being loved, and I drink in my own love!” or “As I drink this elixir, I nourish myself with the deepest Twin Flame Love.”

Twin Flame ChocolateThe journey to Twin Flame Love isn’t always easy, but you can add in bits of bliss. It took me almost two decades to call in my Twin Flame Union, and I feel so blessed every day. However, I couldn’t have done it alone.

That’s why I highly recommend surrounding yourself with support–a tribe, a sisterhood, a healing community who sees and believes in your Twin Flame Love.

Join us for a complementary online Twin Flame Attraction raw cacao new moon ceremony, an experience of sisterhood and magic. We can’t wait to support you and see you call in your Beloved and MOONifest your heart’s desires with us:

Sign up for your free ceremony/class
here: http://aphroditeuniversity.org/new-moon

Dancegasm to Attract Your Twin Flame

Dancegasm to Attract Your Twin Flame

Have you every had a Dancegasm

abundance channelingDancegasm–yes I said it….It’s almost like an orgasm…but better

I think as good as (or even better than) a fully body orgasm too.

Because it’s like having sex with your entire body with the Higher Dimensions and your Twin Flame.

But Dancegasms aren’t just for fun or child’s play…this is an ancient high priestess practice, a tool for enlightenment, healing, and spiritual channeling!

Dancegasms can also help you rapidly heal your body, mind, and soul and call in your Twin Flame.

Dancegasms have helped me to create absolute miracles in my life and I want this for you too, Darling!

Juicy miracles can happen with a Dancegasm practice, such as:

  • Attract your Twin Flame while having a dancegasm (I did it, so can you!)
  • ​Heal your body instantly from chronic pain, like that gnarly toothache I had
  • Astral travel out of your body into the Higher Dimensions…wheeee!
  • Feel absolutely connected to The Universe
  • Release heavy stuck fears and blocks that hold you back from getting what you want

Wanna know how to have a Dancegasm too? 

Sure you do.

And love to share my secrets with you so you can call in your man, your money, and your mojo!

Watch the Dancegasm video below. 

In this video, I’ll teach you more about the art of Dancegasm so you can call in…

your Twin Flame, better health, sexy booty, and get more confidence than you’ve ever had by shaking that sexy ass!

Watch th before we call in your Twin Flame at the Twin Flame new moon on 11/11 next week!

Simply click here to see the Dancegasm video above. 

When you’re done watching the video, be sure to show some comment love so I can know what you think! And join us next Wednesday for the 11/11 Twin Flame activations!

XO, Amanda

PS: Reminder! Don’t forget to schedule the 11/11 Twin Flame New Moon Ceremony for Wed. at 5pm PST, don’t miss it. Opt-in here to attend!

Twin Flame Video Guide: 11 Sacred Steps to Igniting Your Twin Flame Union

Twin Flame Video Guide: 11 Sacred Steps to Igniting Your Twin Flame Union

FREE Twin Flame Video Guide: Are you a single spiritual soul who is ready to attract her beloved Twin Flame, and you’re stuck in limbo? You’re tired searching for him/her over and over again and only the wrong people show up. Or Mr./Ms. Right shows up, but you’re hitting all these love blocks and all you end up with is a Twin Flame Runner? I know how much it can hurt, which is why I came up with my 11 Step Formula to help you call in your Twin Flame and keep them! And do so at light speed so you can be on your soul purpose faster and become the enlightened and grounded being you’re mean to be.

Watch the Twin Flame Video here!

11 STEPS: How To Attract Your Twin Flame and Ignite the Sacred Union

Attend your FREE New Moon Raw Cacao Ceremony--Click HERE to join the fun!

Twin Flame Love Attraction Comes From Self-Love

Twin Flame Love Attraction Comes From Self-Love

Hi Beloved, I have an announcement… It feels exciting and scary to share with you here, but here goes: finally unionized with my Twin Flame!

It took me many long, harrowing, exciting, sad, scary, adventuresome years and lifetimes. But I finally let down my guard and was able to see the truth: Jack is my other half (well, more accurately, my Divine Mirror) and we’re diving into our Twin Flame Union!

And I used this one simple secret over and over, and I know it’s what has paid off. It’s also what has worked for all of my Twin Flame clients, and was the only thing that kept my sanity when I was practically left at the altar by the man I thought was my Twin Flame.

It’s called self-love.

 

Seriously, I cannot over-emphasize this enough ladies: Twin Flame Love is merely a mirror of self-love. So self-love is the conduit for Twin Flame Love and Divine Love to flow.

I want to share my video Self-Love Healing Hypnosis Meditation HERE!(You may have seen it before but it’s great to replay it). It will help you:

  • Clear away those gnarly self-hatred demons
  • Establish a deep sense of self-love and Twin Flame Love
  • Connect with your Higher Self so that you can empower yourself and others
  • Heal out the past energies of violence, trauma, root chakra damage, and hatred of the feminine
Twin Flame Self-Love Meditation: Call in Your Beloved

It’s time to step into the most powerful energy that can hold you forever young, ’till death do us part, and for all eternity: self-love.

XO, Dr. Amanda Noelle 

Founder of Aphrodite University

Women, Sugar, Sex, Love, and Addiction

Women, Sugar, Sex, Love, and Addiction

I have been so addicted to sugar I once sleepwalked to the pantry and ate half a box of cookies, and didn’t hardly remember it in the morning (but the evidence was sitting by my bed).

I have been so addicted to men that I once followed a man to Italy and ignored the signs that he was not that into me until his friend told me that he was a player and that his invitation to come to Italy meant nothing, which was why he’d been ignoring my calls. Oh my!

Sugar, sex, love, and addiction have been common themes in my life. I have been heartbroken by men and infected with sugar-related chronic health problems over and over again. My weaknesses for the saccharine satisfactions nearly destroyed me…

BUT I held on. I stuck with it, and after years and years of being on a healing path, I have completely healed myself. OK, almost completely, as it is a path!

So can you, heal your addictions.  I want to support you, so you can live like the radiant goddess you are, free from addictions to the dark stuff. Except raw organic cacao that has medicinal benefits of course 🙂

I created a rocking video to heal your addictions to men, sex, food, etc. Watch it to get:

  • The most ridiculous SPIRITUAL reason women are addicted to sugar
  • How to feel effing gorgeous from the inside out
  • How to heal your sugar addictions so you can live vibrantly
  • How to heal your relationship and love addictions so you can attract your Twin Flame and Soul Family!

Enjoy the video, Women, Sugar, Sex, Love, and Addiction here!:

Addicted to Love, Sex, and Sugar?! (WATCH THIS!)

I know that if you want to heal your addictions quickly, you will. You deserve to be the gorgeous real you you truly are, in soul, body (imperfections and all), and spirit!  Girl, you’re the bomb.

If you want more sexy tips, subscribe to my YouTube channel, and please come join me for more tips during the complimentary New Moon calls over here!

XO,

Dr Amanda Noelle

 

Sacred Sexual Healing from the PU$$Y Power

Sacred Sexual Healing from the PU$$Y Power

Disclaimer: this is a PU$$Y Power post – it will be super raw, vulnerable, and maybe a little messy or strange. But aren’t we all, in VagiNation?

So, here’s the thing…I masturtate daily and I am going to do it for a long time today.

Masturtate – it means masturbate and meditate at the same time. It feels really good in body and spirit; but what’s more is that it has shifted my life literally from the inside out.

In sanskrit, the male g-spot is called the million dollar point. I think that the same could be true for the female g-spot, so I’m calling it my “Conscious Millionairess Spot.” Truly this is the most luxurious golden spot, honey pot of gold.

Here’s why PU$$Y Power is priceless:

divine feminine energyI masturtated my way out of dire poverty and my painful Dark Night of the soul once. It started with a decade of shameful 4-figure poverty. Tuning into my PU$$Y Power, I was able to create my 6-figure bli$$ness in just a couple of years. I now live in my dream home right on the beach in San Diego and finally get to live like a queen.

By accessing PU$$Y Power via orgasm and masturtation, we can transmute the pain of the past into our golden pleasure of the future.

Our PU$$Y Power is infinite, and can create life from one sperm, in the same way that it can create abundance from a seed of an idea. When you implant your next million dollar idea in your g-spot, it can sprout into material world like a child from the womb.

I am now on a path of masturtating daily (or orgasming with a partner during meditation/prayer) as a spiritual and business path. Since I have been manifesting like crazy lately, I feel guided to share as much as I can here in my blogs and on my YouTube channel.

I hope that my own discovery of PU$$Y Power will awaken and impact many women (and their friends, partners, and children) to change the world. As a High-Healed Priestess, it’s my desire that all beings who are willing and worthy, manifest the life of their dreams too. And aren’t we all worthy, once we align with truth? Worthy of infinite abundance, Divine Love, sexual healing, Twin Flame Love, beautiful homes…anything…can be manifested with the PU$$Y Power.

Yet still, my inner child and teen was so conditioned to be ashamed about masturbation, and especially talking about it publicly. It is so confusing, because it’s so blissful, natural, and healing; yet we were taught as kids that we’re “dirty” when we do it. I remember at age 14 we were making fun of someone because they were a known masturbator, and I went along with the mockery so that I wouldn’t stand out, but I was thinking about how mortified I’d be if they found out I’d been masturbating since I was 11.

Thank you for your compassion as I bare my a$$ to the world!

atlantean high priestessYES – I am going to share more of my sacred sexuality in the raaaaw, despite the fact that some people will think I am a crazy sinner, or worse – a whore.  But I am wiling to take it for the team, because I am a spiritual cheerleader leading a movement for other sexy goddesses who don’t want to hold it back any more!

Sure, I was raised to be a ‘good girl’ and I will always be that. We are good, we are God’s children. And we are sexual, and born from sacred sexuality.

I am sexual, and I am human, I am woman, and I am a goddess. It’s our nature to create and to bli$$ out – are you with me sister?!

I AM purity, AND I am sexual. And so are you.

What if each of us were to share more about our sexuality together, in efforts to release the generations of pain, rape, and suffering, in exchange for abundance, bli$$, and magic?! What if we could talk openly about orgasms in front of our bosses, families, and friends in a sacred way?

I have created a sacred container at Aphrodite University where women can safely share their deepest desires and go for them, in all aspects of their life. In love, wealth, business, healing, as we create the New Earth.

Amen