Healing the Inner Critic That Gets you Lost in Love, Money, and Life

Healing the Inner Critic That Gets you Lost in Love, Money, and Life

My Inner Critic used to be a real B-I-T-C-H. I struggled with her big time, though you wouldn’t know it now, because I am a new woman.  At age 30 I died a ‘shamanic death,’ and flew to the Higher Dimensions.  When I came back down, I returned to the same body, but began a new life as a high priestess. After communing with the angels and my Higher Self and remembering who I am and that we’re all one, I suddenly didn’t care about impressing people anymore.

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Yet straight after my shamanic death, I went through the most painful ego death. AKA a Dark Night of the Soul, and you know what I’m talking about if you’ve gone through one yourself. Not so pleasant! Many of my Twin Flame clients have gone through their Dark Night after having encountered a Twin Flame Counterfeit, a type of Karmic Soulmate who initiates them into Divine Love and then who suddenly disappears. It’s quite excruciating, ego-anhillating, and yet in the end, you come out cleaner, and stronger than ever.

shamanic rebirthGoing through my shamanic death, my Inner Critic went down with my ego (which is still healthy and intact but not in the oppressive way it once was), and my Higher Self finally grounded into my body and 7-chakras so that I could channel the Higher Dimensional energies here into the Third Dimension, the dimension in which we live on Earth. We are currently collectively shifting into the Fourth Dimension and each of us are waking up to this Ascension together.

My Inner Critic no longer holds me back like it did, and I feel like I have a free pass towards shame, guilt, embarrassment and feeling like I’m good enough. I now I put myself out there, and let it all hang out. And I love it! Because I deeply love myself on a soul level. Now I actually enjoy baring my A$$ to the world in hopes that people will join me in the self-love revolution. It’s what High-Healed Priestesses do!

But ten years ago, or even three years ago, it wasn’t this way… I was an Inner Critic victimy mess. I pretty much had a love-hate relationship with myself on every level of my being:

  • Body image (hated my body, my skin, my hair, and my breasts without a bra on)
  • Food and binge eating issues (I was addicted to sugar and always roller-coastering back and forth between overeating and over exercising)
  • Major poverty issues – my self worth in the money department was like a negative number on a scale of 1-10. I was making a 4-figure salary and had so much shame about it!
  • I thought my boyfriend was better than me. He was 3 years older, a mechanical engineer, and an Italian stallion. Somehow I thought that this meant that he was wiser, hotter, smarter, and sexier than I, and that I had to work hard to keep up with him or I’d be unlovable.
  • Location. I lived somewhere I dreaded and feared (China) because I followed the stallion to join him and his dream in Shanghai to help boost his career. I was the support role in his life, and meanwhile no one was taking care of me, and it was not an easy place to try to rescue someone! But boy did I love trying to rescue him, as I did with all my boyfriends and lovers in my 20s…

inner critic hypnosisCirca 2004. So, here I am running around in Shanghai China 10 years ago. I used to work on the 35th floor of Jin Mao Tower, which at the time was this new hot icon of Shanghai, the tallest building in the world, at 88 stories (cool number, huh?).

My low-self esteem got me Shanghaied to Shanghai

Getting Shanghaied is a term they used back in the 20s. In San Francisco, they would get sailors drunk and put them on ships to Asia, and they’d arrive in Shanghai finding themselves sobered up by the fact that they had a new culture and country to call home. To this day, they supposedly have a few pubs in San Francisco on the water that have these special back doors that were the doors to Shanghai.

My Italian stallion tricked me too. He promised me that, like him, I’d have a secure $70K salaried job waiting for me there through his family connections. When I arrived with just $2K in savings, they told me to go find an English teaching job for $5/hour at a local elementary school. I’d already been teaching English to Italians for $25/hour a few days a week in Italy and was burnt out on it. In Shanghai, everyone told me I was crazy to come to China then, as the economic bubble had already burst a year beforehand for us foreigners with no tech skills or Mandarin language.

Determined not to starve to death, I networked my little fanny off and found a job through my brother’s Princeton alumni network because I have always been a savvy networker despite the fact that I didn’t really know how to make money off of it!

inner critic meditationI worked at a prestigious American law firm as an editor, but really all I did was play around on the internet and get free lunch. So, I certified myself online as a personal trainer and nutrition consultant and at age 25, opened Spot Fitness my first business! I also became a well-known fitness and nutrition writer within the large expat community, and got to attend speaking gigs and taught group classes.

Yet when I left China at 25, I felt like a huge failure because I hadn’t become a financial success, and because my partner got that 70K salary as a mechanical engineer with family connections. Now I look back and I’m like Amanda, that’s amazing! You were 24, went to a country where you didn’t speak the language, and you carved out your own career and became known in your field within a year and a half!

I know you had a hard time in your life in your earlier years where you did the best you could, and you thought it wasn’t good enough. Where you were harsh and criticized parts of yourself that needed nurturing, encouragement, and love rather than the brutal beatings you gave yourself! I want you to go back to those memories and tell yourself how amazing you are. And I want you to forgive yourself for any shortcomings, any dreams that hadn’t come true yet. And now, I want you to live out those big dreams for the little parts of yourself that are insecure and need to be shown that they CAN do it! You can! It’s in you, but it had to come at the right timing, and through deep self-love. One of my favorite tools I teach women is the FUKKIT tool that helps you get over your perfectionism and resistance to getting boring tasks done:

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Have you ever followed love and gotten lost? Like literally to the wrong side of the planet? I did.

healing the inner criticThis is a picture of ME circa 2004 AD in China, when I was a very lost goddess remembering who I was. I got “Shanghaied” (look it up) and taken by an Italian lover to Shanghai, China. I was lost and confused and hit all kinds of self-esteem and money issues, hoping that my beloved would save me. But I had to save myself in the end, and it was complicated!

Ironically, I found myself in a land where no one understood me, literally (that language is damn hard!). I was always running out of money and had no cash to get places and it was kinda scary. I once had to use sign language to ask where the lake was and caught a bus not knowing if it was really going to the lake or if I was going somewhere else in China. I set up my own business there, and there were a lot of good things, impressive ways I grew. Yet it was one of the hardest things I could have done at the ripe age of 23-25!

tantric weight loss I highly suggest finding yourself first before following some beloved off to the depth of his/her universe. What is YOUR universe, why are you here? What is your soul’s calling? What do YOU desire? And create that.

My beloved ended up marrying his Twin Flame in China at the end, 3 months after I left him, and it was a bitter sweet result of our 2-year journey together. The life of a Twin Flame Matchmaker in her 20s!

When you lack self-esteem, you lead a life that reflects this lack. It can get you into big trouble. Slaying my Inner Critic and falling in love with myself as a High-Healed Priestess has reinvented my life. Now I love my body, live in community, travel where it blisses me, work with my Soulmate Clients, and make 6-figures following my passions, and so can you.

Atlantean High Priestess Temples, Healing Springs in Bali, and the 432 Hz Frequency

Atlantean High Priestess Temples, Healing Springs in Bali, and the 432 Hz Frequency

I’ll share a secret of my soul with you. My number one goal this lifetime is to resurrect the Atlantean water healing temples in order to rise the Divine Feminine and restore the Twin Flame Love frequencies back on planet earth. I know it’s a bit lofty, but I also know that we can do it…

atlantis high priestessAs a High-Healed Priestess (a modern-day high priestess healer who loves high heels), I have often astral traveled to the Stargates and have visited the water healing temples there. I have also been given guided tours of Atlantis by my angels, and remember being an Atlantean High Priestess. Sounds crazy – I know – but feel into the frequencies of my heart and remember the Atlantean healing temples are within you too, and within your divine mind.

Water spirit in Ancient Hebrew ‘mem ohr‘ or memory

Remember. Memory – the word comes from the two words in Ancient Hebrew ‘mem ohr‘ which mean ‘water spirit.’ Memories are simply spirit-consciousness stored in certain ‘bodies,’ such as a computer, a brain, our cells, and even within bodies of water on planet earth.  In fact, everything is a memory storage device. Matter itself is a storage vehicle of consciousness. When we reincarnate into bodies, our souls become solidified into a single object for one lifetime, or so is the experience. The precious piece here is that consciousness can be transformed, and so can matter. We can turn anything into a golden vibration, by aligning it with God/dess, the golden vibration of Divinity. Thus is alchemy, the symbolic transformation of a base metal into gold.

atlantean healing templesThe Atlantean healing temples are about alchemy – of healing the body, mind, and spirit through aligning it wish certain sacred or ‘golden’ frequencies. Using crystals, water, botanicals and essential oils, sound, light, and vibrations, the Atlanteans attuned people with specific divinely aligned frequencies.

The question is, which frequencies do we as individuals and communities choose to vibrate at? And who controls or chooses the frequencies within each community and on earth? Each of us has free will, yet as a collective we have to decide which direction we want to go in and grow in. We are all one, all part of Oneness, yet there are different styles, bodies, subcultures, and tribes. That’s why we humans require a variety of different healing temples scattered all across the globe, with the intention of collectively harmonizing in Oneness. I suggest harmonizing at least one pool within each of the bathing temples at the 432 hz frequency, which I will explain a bit more about.

What is the 432 hz frequency all about?

The 432 hz frequency is a specific vibratory frequency that harmonizes all life on earth through the Star of David sacred geometry structure that is present through water and within all life. The Star of David is present within all water molecules, quartz crystals and many silica-based crystals, and in silicon chips. Essentially, water crystals, crystals, and silicon chips are storage devices that hold memory. Again, memory comes from the word mem ohr in Ancient Hebrew, which means ‘water spirit.’ The 432 hz frequency restores the sacred eternal ‘memory’ of the soul. The Star of David is the storage structure for your body and for your spirit. 70 percent of your body is water, which is comprised of many little aligned Stars of Davids dancing together as amorphous liquid lattice of many moving water crystals.

The 432 hz frequency balances out the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, energies, the upper and lower pyramids representing the Divine Feminine and Masculine respectively, the chalice and blade. If you feel that you suffer from an over dominant male or female side, you may want to bath in water activated with the 432 to heal yourself.

The Star of David is also the structure for astral travel, and you can learn more about this if you study the merkaba or merkabah. The 432 hz repairs the merkabic structure of your soul and returns you to a Twin Flame vibration, it returns you to a Higher Self truth essence. It clears of energies of entities, ‘demons,’ or darkness. The 432 hz frequency is the harmony of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine Love.

For a 432 hz healing video, click HERE:

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I believe that the only question to ask is, “Are we vibrating at Divine Love?” And once we tune into Divine Love, the proper frequencies are put in place, and the next steps become cleared. The Law of Attraction shows up and works in our favor. The Secret taught us to wish for something specific – a red bicycle for instance. But the real secret is to simply attune to Divine Love and abundance, and allow the matter to become formed and manifested alchemically into one’s life.

What’s the matter with matter?

There is no time or space. Matter is simply a construction coming from a program or codex of consciousness. It’s simply solidified sound-vibration. The Atlantean healing temples are a memory of consciousness that we store within our collective and individual subconscious. It is not really a place or time, but a timeless spaceless consciousness that can become translated into a temple. Here on earth, we are living in the 3rd Dimension and have chosen to live in a ‘reality’ experienced through matter.

We as humans take on meat-suits and become matter itself in this experience. This matter – our bodies – can get sick, decay, and eventually die. Yet they can also be enlivened, healthy, ecstatic, and temples of bliss. This is the polarity we live in on earth. There is both heaven and hell potential here, and it is up to us to choose. And this is the game we play here on earth, the university of life!

atlantean high priestessAtlantean temple as a symbol of healing

A temple is like a temple of your mind. A crown. A 7th chakra or Higher Self connection. An Atlantean temple is a space of community where humans live in spiritual harmony with Divinity and with each other. The healing temples of Atlantis symbolize our conscious choice to heal among one another and to share a collective healing experience through divinity.  I’ll share my guided tour dream or astral travel experience of visiting the Atlantean healing temples.

I was flying above Atlantis in my astral body.

Suddenly, I became lucid and conscious of the angels surrounding me. It was really exciting to realize that I was free of my human form. My astral body was light and I was being guided by a higher state of consciousness, though I knew my human mind was awake with me. It was thrilling! I had a sense that something special was going to be revealed to me…

Atlantis is risingIt wasn’t my first time visiting Atlantis, but it was my first time being aware of being in Atlantis and having some very special angelic guides sharing their secrets with me. At the time, in ‘real life,’ I was working as a licensed esthetician within the spa industry, because it has always been my dream of opening a spa of some sort. I have always loved spas because they feel like little magical wonderlands of escape, and the bliss, the warm water, the sounds, the light, the softness – it feels like home to me! Some of the most healing and memorable experiences I’ve had in my life have taken place in spas. So, when I was being shown my majestical angels how they did spas in Atlantis, I was definitely paying attention!

We flew above these gorgeous crystalline pools that were constructed within a hillside. The pools were massive and cut out of marble. I remember that there were about 6 pools laid out over 3 different layers. spanish-steps-romeTwo different pools on each side of a very long set of stairs that were a bit like the Spanish Steps in Rome, going down the hillside. The pools had 6 separate healing frequencies and were overseen by various healers and high priestesses and priests. I remember asking my angelic guides how they afforded such a luxury, and even wanted to know how much it would cost me!  They replied that everything there was free, that they had a different consciousness than we have on earth now. The Atlanteans appreciate the value of Oneness and know that we are all one. That no one should suffer at the expense of another, and that there is an unlimited abundance for us to share.

I agree with these values: oneness and abundance, and feel they will be at the base of the structure of the newly rebuilt Atlantean Healing temples.  Community pools will be potent places for healing, transmutation, and also for creating a harmonized vibration of community.

atlantis water healingAlso, I believe that in each of these 6 Atlantean pools, each pool had a different sound and healing frequency intended into it. Meaning that the Atlantean High Priests and Priestesses had infused the water with different vibrations, some similar to the 432 hz frequency that I infuse into my water before drinking or taking a bath.  432 hz is the frequency that balances the Star of David-like structure within water, harmonizing the shape of the two equilateral triangles (the Divine Femine and Divine Masculine symbols).

I have used water healing in many of my rituals and prayers that have come true. One favorite true story is the time I matchmade my dear friend Rhea by doing a shamanic Twin Flame ritual by a fountain and some fire. Within one hour of this prayer, we met her Twin Flame, David, who was visiting from Sweden, and they’ve been together since, married, and live between Sweden and California. I don’t doubt the power of healing through water. I know that I have been a water temple priestess in Egypt, Greece, Italy, Native America, Atlantis, Lemuria, and the Pleiades. It is part of my nature, to infuse love into water, and to use water to spread love. Amanda, my name, means ‘Beloved.’

Atlantean healing temple resurrection in Bali

atlantean healing templeIn Bali 2009, I was biking around the small majestic town of Ubud, seeking a magical place to host a goddess retreat that would be abundant and beautiful enough for a small group of healers, entrepreneurs, and spiritual women.

I spent hours combing the streets of Ubud only to find many over-priced or poorly feng shued places that didn’t have my heart. I gave up, suddenly parked my bike, and in the heat, founded my legs walking me down a small shaded dirt road off the beaten path. Though I had no clue where I was going, I felt guided to keep going even though I wasn’t sure if I was walking into a dead-end, or perhaps even onto a private road.

“WTF, this is a healing vortex!”

I saw a small sign that said Spring Water. Thirsty and hot, I felt enticed and followed my intuition. I followed the sign down a smaller road and noticed a different energy surrounding me.  “WTF, this is a healing vortex!” I thought to myself as I walked through what seemed like an energy tunnel that was taking me back in time. As I walked downhill alongside a river, and something inside of me shifted as if I were traveling back in time. Or into a new grid of existence. My frustration melted and I lost track of time and space.

I think what happened is that I walked into a grid with Atlantean consciousness. When I reached the top of the little hill, another sign that said ‘Spring Water’ appeared next to a big gate. Not sure if it was a private property or not, I took a deep breath, followed my gut, and entered.

“Hello? Can I help you madam?”

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I was greeted by a young man by the name of Ketut (like one out of every four people in Bali with the name Ketut which means literally ‘four’). He seemed warm and gentle. Ketut explained that it was the low-season at their wellness retreat, and that I could have a look around.  Chills swept through my body… This must be the place I have been looking for!

Ketut showed me around the entire near-empty retreat grounds.  It was beautiful, green, and luscious. There were papayas, big and juicy, as well as durian fruit, bananas, and coconuts hanging from the trees. It felt like a Balinese version of the Garden of Eden!  Colorful flowers were lovingly planted around the property, as well as many statues of various gods and goddesses and Buddha heads.

Then, my jaw dropped when I was taken to the most beautiful infinity swimming pool. It sat over the edge of a background that was a thousand shades of green. The rice paddies in Bali are just stunning, and this one was more beautiful and secluded than the ones I’d seen. I took in the view for a few moments. Ketut then offered for me to take a few hours to try out the pool for free. At that time, this was a precious gift, for I didn’t have the money to pay for such a high-end hotel retreat, and didn’t want to pay for a swimming pool indulgence (mind you I was still making only 4-figures and was stuck in poverty until 2010 when I had a money breakthrough).

Now was my chance to experience my first Atlantean healing experience.

atlantis healing templeKetut then lead me down a long pathway of stairs to the hidden bathing springs, a  little bathing pool next to a river. There were three statues spouting out water into the fountain bathing-pool. He explained that the dragon represented the spirit, the pig represented the body, and the lion the mind. He encouraged me to fill up my water bottle and take a drink. The spring was over a few hundred years old and the water was pure and healing. He then left me a small blue towel and a little bar of soap, as this literally was a bathing pool that could be drained out like a bathtub. Ketut walked back up to the reception area and left me to myself.

I soaked in the surroundings and felt myself in the presence of magic.

For some reason, I had the feeling that I wasn’t mean to be wearing the bikini that I’d brought with me. In Bali I always need a bathing suit because there is water water everywhere – ocean, pools, fountains, and little springs because it’s a volcanic island. So I tossed my suit aside, stripped down, prayed that no one would come down and find me, and I slipped my feet into the cool water.  The warm tropical air contrasted  the chilly water that was just cold enough to make me hesitate about dunking under. But I felt guided to do a full-body baptism, so I made a prayer, laid back, and went under. I opened my eyes to the sky and saw the sun shining above me through the crystalline water.

Out of no where, a gust of emotion swept though me, and ancient waves of sadness burst through me. It was like I was returning home. Like I was going back to my Atlantean roots, and for the first time in a long time I remembered how much I missed it. You can only know ‘separation’ if you know what ‘home’ or ‘self’ means first.

atlantean poolAtlantis represents home, birthing, the womb, the Divine Mother, the Sacred Feminine, tribal harmony, crystalline consciousness, and idealism realized. In many timelines, Atlantis has been a place that has gone out of whack, has been destroyed or manipulated or has carried a dark vibration. Yet that is just an experience. The true Atlantis is a place in our Divine Minds where our spirits and God/dess are one, and where crystal cities, temples, communities rise from an honoring of Oneness.

I dried myself off, put on my bikini, and walked up to the main pool. The view was simply stunning. I put my things down and jumped in. Euphoria swept through my body. I felt the deepest sense of Divine Love, of God’s love enveloping. I think it was the first time in my life I felt this way without being in love with another human being.

I twirled around like a dolphin in the water for an hour or so, spinning and somersaulting in celebration with the Divine Feminine. Visions of taking women to this special place and doing mermaid pool dips delighted me. I imagined a group of Atlantean High Priestesses enjoying the pure waters with me, giggling, sharing, praying, and honoring each other. A sunshine beam of joy exuded from my heart. Then I felt that I was not alone, that there were devic beings – loving spirits who were watching over the land. They were watching me and wanted my attention. Feeling only love and joy, I spoke to them telepathically:

“Who are you?” The sun was setting, and the colors were starting to highlight the sky with pink, lavender, and cobalt, with the silhouettes of black palm trees. I heard them respond,

“We are the caretakers of this land. This is sacred land, an ancient territory that holds an ancient magic. It is pure and protected. There is magic waiting for you here, Amanda, and we have brought you here, guided you to come here with your tribe. We have been waiting for you for a long time, to transmit this magic.”

Then they told me something about how those who had been coming to the land weren’t ready for the

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information, and that they were grateful that I was a bright and open spirit. I loved that they had honored me with their communications and had faith that I could bring other high priestesses here.

Yet for the past five years, I felt like I had failed them, these gorgeous devic beings. For it has taken me afull 5 years to be ready. I’m finally brining a group of 7 high priestesses to Bali for a retreat on Valentine’s Day 2014.  Before now, I have tried every single year to gather a group of women to come to Bali. But for some reason or another, it simply wasn’t ready, or I wasn’t ready.  I did go back to the springs once again in 2009, and I brought a couple with me, a Balinese man and Australian woman.  We did a water prayer together.

I went back to Bali for their Twin Flame wedding on 11/11/11.  I visited the springs and again felt the water’s healing activation.  Yet again, the energies didn’t seem ready, or I didn’t feel ready to bring my goddess pilgrims back to Bali.  On October 25, 2011, I had a premonition of a tsunami, earthquake, or flood happening and wondered if I should have come to Bali at all before December 21, 2012.  Sure enough, on October 26, there was a 6.0 earthquake in Bali that shook me to the core. Ironically, it transmuted my fear into waves of kundalini bliss and I realized that I had nothing to fear.Bali women's retreat ubud

I trust the slow birth process of rebirthing and rebuilding the goddess temples here on earth. If it were up to me entirely, I would have resurrected Atlantis always and forever here on earth, and let angels’  light guide the government our planet entirely. But that’s just me, I guess it might not be as exciting and interesting as it is with all this darkness to clear up and integrate into the plot.  I’m the kind of being who like movies to be happily ever after from beginning to end, but other people say that would be boring. I just think it would be fine!  But so here we are, in duality. I am just so excited to be bringing through a new era of Divine Feminine bliss where we can celebrate each other through Oneness, through our own quirky individuality, and through breaking free from limitations. That’s why I came here. Why did you come and stick around?

atlantis risingFast forward to 2099…

The Atlantean Water Healing Temples and Goddess Temples were resurrected, and they all lived happily every after forever and ever.

That’s the reality I hope to create before my last breath in this lifetime. What’s the reality you’re excited to create?

Oh, and you’re invited to learn more about the Bali retreat here.

In love and light,

Dr Amanda Noelle

 

 

Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Founder of Aphrodite University and helps women become high-end High-Healed Priestessses who rock 6 or 7-figure BLI$$nesses that heal the world.

 

14 Tips to Help You Meet and Marry Your Twin Flame

14 Tips to Help You Meet and Marry Your Twin Flame

Dearly Beloved,

Are you ready to call in the love of your life – the other ‘half’ (mirror) of your soul, reincarnate – to raise a Twin Flame revolution? [If you don’t know what I mean by Twin Flame, I explain it in my Twin Flame Video HERE]:

Attracting your Twin Flame relationship isn’t just about the romance, hearts, flowers, chocolates. It is about soul evolution, deep self-love, healing, and being in service and chaining the planet. Acalling in your Twin Flame requires you to begin living your soul purpose and being in service. 

14 Hot Twin Flame Attraction Tips:

I’ve channeled in 14 sizzling hot tips that will help you get your Twin Flame ignition on. To your Twin Flame reunion and marriage!

  1. soul purpose meditationClarify your soul purpose. Your soul purpose is a soul contract agreement that you made before your birthed based on your passion, essence, and desires to see earth become healed. You can always change your soul purpose because you have free will, but on some level your soul wouldn’t allow you to change it because it’s why you came here. Click here for a quick Twin Flame self-love meditation to help you align with your Twin Flame and soul purpose.
  2. soul purpose guidanceStart taking massive action to live out your soul purpose. Now is the time. The planet needs you. It’s time to take bold action and to quit sitting idle in the planning phases. Start a blog, a website, reach out to people. Instead of taking classes, start teaching classes and sharing what you know. It’s not about being perfect, it’s about getting over your perfectionism and taking steps that make a change on the planet. The world really needs your Lightwork, your assistance, your opinion, your dreams now!  Also, your Twin Flame will be supporting your soul purpose due to your soul contract, and in order to meet her or him, you must really be living it out in the real world, not just ‘someday.’
  3. soul family reincarnationCreate community based on your soul purpose. It’s time to reunite with your soul family. Soul family is your soul group that you reincarnated with around the time you were born give or take a few years. They are beings who came her with the same or similar soul purposes. For instance, my soul family’s soul purpose is to help the Divine Feminine rise and all of my soul family members are obsessed with assisting the Divine Feminine and are working, living, and loving to make that happen 24-7. Uniting your soul family will amass together a soul pod of light which will make it easier for your Twin Flame to find you.  S/he will be able to identify your soul light blueprint through the amplification of joy/bliss/soul purpose energies you have harnessed within your community.
  4. how to do a cacao ceremonyEat more love chocolate. If this resonates with your body. Chocolate, especially high vibrational organic, raw, or at least fair-trade chocolate, invokes a Twin Flame vibration. You can do a raw cacao ceremony doing a Twin Flame invocation, prayer, or intention at the beginning. Raw chocolate recipes are easy to come up with. I make raw alchemical love chocolates using the following pure organic raw ingredients: extra virgin coconut oil, cacao, and coconut sugar. I add a drop of organic rose essential oil to activate the Twin Flame energies into one large batch of raw chocolates. And yes, chocolate is a natural aphrodisiac and it’s one that works on all 7-chakras, not just the lower ones. It turns your Higher Self on. Some of my best channeling sessions are done with light doses of raw cacao. Mmmmm!
  5. twin flame bliss Live more blissfully. Bliss is a secret ingredient to Twin Flame manifestation and the Law of Attraction. Grab a piece of paper. Write down a list of 100 things that bliss you out, some of which you may even accomplish this year. Travel to Tahiti? Get lomi-lomi massaged? Wear sexy high-end lingerie daily? Have bigger and better orgasms? Eat French brie in France? Oh gosh, there are so many…Write ’em all out! Then, underline your top 3-5 bliss desires for the year, and write them down on a separate piece of paper. Put this on your wall, on your altar, or do a manifestation ritual or burial ceremony. I like burying my manifestations in the soil, watering them with wishes, and allowing them to grow. A woman riding the waves of her own desire is a woman on the way to her Twin Flame reunion.
  6. twin flame 1111Do a Twin Flame ritual at 11:11 on January 1st or 11th, or on a new moon. Click here to get some Twin Flame 1111 ritual ideas. Be creative in your rituals. It’s more fun and high-vibrational rather than being strict and serious in your ceremonials. I like choosing 3 words and 3 colors to create my rituals. For instance, I may pick pink, green, and gold, and use ‘bliss,’ ‘love,’ and ‘creation’ when building my Twin Flame manifestation altar, wearing a ceremonial gown, picking flowers, etc. Have fun, and again, no being too serious or your ceremony will seriously suck!
  7. twin flame ritualForgive your ex-loves. Toast to them in gratitude – the have brought to you the place you’re at! It’s time to bring in the new Twin Flame frequencies, and the new only comes through by releasing the old. Being stuck in the past will hold you back from manifesting your beloved, yet it can be really easy to get stuck because hurt, heartache, and heartbreak are vibrations that can be almost addictive. A ritual of forgiveness and letting go may be in order if you still have some leaky Twin Flame Counterfeit energy. 
  8. twin flame magic mushroomsPamper yourself like a goddess! Invest in a new style, get massages, do your nails, hair, take optimal spa care of your goddess body, mind, and spirit. You are priceless, and as a High-Healed Priestess you give out a lot of angelic light which needs to be nourished. Fill up on love and pampering care on an ongoing basis, and take it seriously. Write it into your business calendar (or bli$$ness calendar as I call it). Without the pampering, your energy levels will be lagging and your Twin Flame won’t be able to find your light.
  9. raw food pie recipeEat more raw, live, fresh organic foods. It’s a great idea to transition to a high-vibration diet of mostly vegetable based local organic produce. Your body will be ready for a Twin Flame DNA upgrade where your DNA is aligned with your own pure soul essence energy versus DNA programs from the collective unconsciousness/media/govenment etc.  Purifying your body through aligning with fresh vibrant sensual fruits, veggies, whole grains, legumes, and small amounts of high-vibrating animal products (if you prefer) will create a Twin Flame vessel for your soul. Your body-temple upgrade will be very magnetic for the light
  10.  45195_416671224_mSpend time alone in nature. Reset your Divine Mother energy by surrounding yourself with Mother Nature. The sounds, vibrations, colors, waves, wind, etc will heal your body, mind, and spirit.  It’s easy to get bombarded with energy that is not your energy – foreign energy from family, the media, politics, religion, etc., that doesn’t serve your soul. While there’s nothing wrong with family, society etc., it’s important to make separation so that you can ‘hear yourself think.’ Escaping on a solo naturescapade will help you find your inner wisdom, Divine Feminine bliss, and pop your chakras back into shape.
  11. Twin Flame Affirmations! Here are some awesome Twin Flame Affirmation tips.
  12. goddess of abundanceBe weird and have fun! Don’t take yourself seriously. Have a hoot being you. Dress up in fun costumes, even if you’re alone. Try new styles that make you feel magical. I have my pink wig and I wore it out on NYE! I love the playful vibrations women exude when breaking all the rules given to them by society, and a true Twin Flame counterpart will too. The goddess energy expressed through creativity and rule breaking is awesome.
  13. Play matchmaker with your friends. As they say, what goes around comes around, so Twin Flame matchmaking karma will come back at divine timing! Also, friends know what you want and it’s way less embarrassing for them to set you up on dates than for you to walk up to random strangers.  Ask your friends to set you up with their eligible guys/gals they meet that they think might be a right fit for you, and you and your friend can even make it a fun game of dating someone new once per week etc and hold each other accountable for your dating calendars!
  14. how to marry yourselfMarry yourselfHow can you marry someone else if you’re not self-married first? Falling in love with yourself is easy once you clear away the past blocks, low self-esteem programs, and ancestral/family energy etc. Marrying yourself is committing to your self-love, your self-healing, creatively expressing your voice and your choice. You are a unique and different being who has a whole universe waiting inside her to come out. Vow to love it, learn it, and let it out in Divine Love in 2015 and beyond!

Thanks for reading and playing with these tips; feel free to comment, share, and let us know what your favorite tip is or share another one.

Twin Flame BLI$$ings and love!

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Dr Amanda Noelle

 

 

 

Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Twin Flame Matchmaker and Founder of Aphrodite University. She helps High-Healed Priestesses go high-end in their 6-figure bli$$nesses that heal and change the world while aligning them with their soul purposes and Twin Flame soulmates.

Healing the Inner Critic That Gets you Lost in Love, Money, and Life

Love your Learning Disability and Imperfections, Write Your BLI$$, Get Paid!

This year, I’ve been reclaiming my passion for writing again, despite the fact that I have a slight learning disability that makes it really easy to make typos, get distracted, and become incredibly self-critical.

I used to struggle with low self-esteem, feeling stupid, not good enough, and it petrified me from sharing my voice through writing.  When I did write, it was like pulling teeth, and I had to edit my work like a million times. It was no walk in the park.

It didn’t help that I am now writing about esoteric ‘woo woo’ topics (part of the job as a Twin Flame Matchmaker) that often brings up a lot of my insecurities (like Will they think I’m crazy?!)

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As a Twin Flame Matchmaker with a successful private practice, writing has been a key way to access new clients while expressing my heart and soul with the world.

Yet just a few years ago I was blocked in my writing, in my career, in my finances, and in my power. I drove myself so crazy with my blocks, that I nearly wanted to leave the planet because I knew how far away I was from living my talents, dreams, and soul-purpose.

Wahooo….I broke free!

This year’s writing breakthrough helped me heal myself, and my writing has really made an impact on my BLI$$ness (business + bliss + big buck$) which recently hit 6-figures. I am still in shock after making 4-figures all through my 20s! The key secrets to my writing and BLI$$ness success is speaking from my heart, not caring what people think, and being in service while loving myself as a High-Healed Priestess.  Bet you didn’t see that coming, did ya?

Writing was love-hate for me before this year. I hated deadlines, feared critics, and knew that I’d be making loads of ‘mistakes,’ typos, and grammatical errors. Unless I hired a professional editor (which cramps my style and just didn’t appeal), I knew I’d be baring my ass out to the world, which was just embarrassing!  Yet I was called to spread Light, share my message, and teach others that they too could be Lightworkers changing the world without having to be perfect. Oh, and get paid in the process!

Me writing in my 'office with a view' in Crete, Greece

Me writing in my ‘office with a view’ in Crete, Greece

I just love getting paid to write while helping people, like I used to do in my early 20s when I was an expat nutrition and fitness writer in Shanghai (which never made me much money, but it was a start and I was less self-conscious because there was so little competition there as most writers wrote in Chinese!).

Though I am not yet technically a ‘paid writer’ directly through articles or books, I am paying myself with the income I gain from clients who find me via search engines using words like “twin flame soulmate” and “goddess of abundance!” So my writing dreams have come alive again in the most unexpected way!

How to make money off your blog (a few tips):

There is no one right way to make blogs pay off. I know my way has been fast and effective, and it doesn’t include making money directly from the blog, but comes from people finding me through my blog. Blogs can make you good money if you know how to convert readers into paying clients or customers. I highly recommend selling high-end services or products if you’re brand-spakingin’ new in your biz.  I would have starved to death if I started selling products at $5-50/pop.  I see most spiritual people writing blogs and doing services by donation (e-begging) and it makes me so sad to see those PayPal icons when I know they could be helping people while making good money from their high-end services or products.

blogging goddessSelling is also a big piece of the picture, but I will talk about that in other blogs. Mainly I wanted to reiterate how beneficial it has been for me to gain readers via the blog, gain their trust, and then convert them into paying clients whom I love! These Soulmate Clients burst my heart open with joy, and they feel like they know me before even meeting me because of my blogs (and YouTube/social media posts as well). My clients almost always tell me they hire me because they appreciate my rawness, my weirdness, and my unique flavor. It’s almost as if they can recognize that we are soul family before even meeting me, simply by reading my blog or viewing my YouTube channel. And what a marketing time-saver, instead of marketing to individuals over and over – blogs make you money while speaking to a vast number of peeps! Love the spiritual leverage.

Selling through your spiritual blog is really awesome!

twin flame magicLuckily, I have a magical gift in selling to my Soulmate Clients (soul family members who receive your soul-purpose based services in exchange for financial currency).  I am super psyched to be teaching my students at Aphrodite University how to use my Seductive Selling tips to their Soulmate Clients who visit their sites! Because I have converted my blog readers, Facebook followers, and YouTube viewers into paying clients, my 6-figure BLI$$ness has taken me to magical and exotic travel destinations this year, which has unleashed a creative beast in me. I highly recommend trying to make money as a spiritual healer, teacher, writer, Lightworker – your bliss saves your own life as it saves the world!

My perfectionism got converted into my pleasurerrectionism!

how t get over perfectionismWhat’s more, is that I’ve learned to accept my typos as ‘quirks’ and have really let go of perfectionism! This yielded way more readers, better blogs (if you ask me), and wayyyyyy more pleasure on my part. Because of this, I have successfully been able to write a blog a week (and sometimes several per day because I get so excited!). Blog writers’ block GONE….Cheers to having overcome a diagnosed learning ‘BLI$$ability,’ healing shame about the way I learn and express myself. Anyone can do this, because if I can do it, so can you sister!

My writing adventures have taken me and come with me abroad this year. I have made several blog entries on my pink Macbook Pro Retina from San Francisco, Greece, Italy, Costa Rica, and Los Angeles. My favorite writing local was a remote spot on Crete overlooking the ocean, where I got to access internet via my iPhone’s SIM card. Oh, it was from an ancient cave, a house built right into the cave wall!  The views of the ocean, olive groves, and mountains were stunning, and I believe my creativity cracked open on Crete this year (as well as my inner cretan who just doesn’t care what others think about me!).

money goddessI highly recommend visiting Crete to rekindle your ties to Ancient Atlantis, if you feel connected and called. Everyone I know who has gone there has come back with the souvenir of more creativity, an Atlantean activation, and a Higher Self soul-alignment. I highly recommend traveling with your writing to wherever your heart and Higher Self guides you, you won’t regret it.

To me, writing has become an indulgence that happens to help some people (or at least that’s what they’re telling me), that helps me express the real me, that gets my ideas and thoughts solidified. Oh, and expressing my inner love and putting it out there into cyberspace brings me a great deal of joy.  Finally, the BLI$$ buck$ that naturally seems to be following are a hoot too!

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It’s time for you too, baby…

It’s so cool that I’ve used my ‘imperfect brain’ to build a 6-figure BLI$$ness I love! I never would have imagined that my fun goofy side that loves to roll with the punches, channel Pleiadian Light, and be as wild and woo woo and as weird as I want to be could be appreciated, paid, and professional all at the same time! Check out my blog to help you bust blog perfectionism here. 

I say YES to loving and living your dream and writing it all out like a giant ongoing love letter to the world. I say go now, no matter how low your self-esteem is, how imperfect you are, or how stupid you believe you are. I say, the weirder, the better. The world has been suffering of boredom for centuries and it’s making us all sick in the head!

You can achieve your dreams, your bliss, your abundance…Because you are a holy friggin’ awesome child of God/dess and the world needs your love and wisdom and woo woo magic! That’s all the recipe takes. Now go bliss, bless, and blog your heart out to the world in 2014.

Lots of BLI$$ings and good blog fortune.

Dr Amanda Noelle

 

 

Dr. Amanda Noelle is a Twin Flame Matchmaker and Founder of Aphrodite University.

Healing the Inner Critic That Gets you Lost in Love, Money, and Life

How to Get Your Twin Flame Clients to Hire You

Getting your high-paying soulmate clients to sign up for your high-end coaching programs is just like getting your Twin Flame to sign up for the relationship with you. It comes from divine love and using the Law of Attraction, and it starts by being able to attract and recognize your soul family members. Twin Flame energy is reflected in every aspect of your life, not just through your Beloved. The quicker you harness it, the more Twin Flame Activation you’ll receive in all aspects of your life.  Here’s a Twin Flame Hypnosis Meditation to help you attract your Twin Flame and ‘soulmate clients’ so that you can start brining your soul-family members into your energy field:

 

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I just enrolled another beautiful soulmate client today for my new VIP 9-month program, and my heart is pouring with joy! I think I’m in love <3. I love how attracting and enrolling clients is becoming an easy, pleasurable process. And even asking for the $$ wasn’t bad! In the past, it wasn’t so… I used to get knots in my tummy when I had to give free consultations and make sales calls. Yick! I just wanted it to be easy and not have to worry about money. I thought business meant busy-ness-in-pain! My inner perfectionist led me. I was always totally freaked about whether or not they’d like me, and I was desperate to receive the money because I had never had much. When I was making the sale, I felt like an awkward dork waiting for someone to ask me to prom, trying to hint at things or even asking and getting rejected. Thank God it’s not like that anymore, as I have figured out something I call ‘Seductive Selling!’

seductive selling

Seductive Selling

I have mastered getting my clients ‘turned on’ and begging for more. It’s magnetic instead of involving me chasing down clients energetically. Instead of me leaning towards them and bending over backwards, they are honoring my High Priestessesness. They love investing with me because it’s the best way to pamper themselves and honor the Goddess Within :). Seductive Selling is about getting your clients to know, see, feel, and vibe in your value. You get them juicy and excited about the potential for change that you can bring into their lives. It comes from a place of you being just a few steps ahead of them, of bringing this into your own life first, and by helping them traverse the gap. I also love teaching my own clients how to attract their ‘Soulmate Clients’ by getting clear on their soul-purposes, creating an ‘Aphrodisiac Marketing‘ strategy, tuning into their ‘Erotic Brand Equity’ and turning it into Holy MatriMoney! How? Through ‘Secuctive Selling,’ you get your future client excited by the power of your work and your soul-family connection. It’s almost the same as Twin Flame or soulmate love, or is in a sense a certain form of it.

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Free client consultations are like speed dating.

During the free consultation, also known as a free strategy session or discovery session, your clients will be in a vibration of Divine Yes, and selling becomes like an easy seduction of someone who is meant to fall in love with you. These sessions are like 30-minutes or so speed dates to see if it’s a soulmate match. The more highly refined your marketing is with your soul-purpose message, the better potential clients you’ll attract to your strategy sessions. It’s all great practice for the Twin Flame, and it’s such a pleasurable way of doing BLI$$ness 🙂

The bottom line:

To harness Twin Flame Love, we have to tune into our soul purposes and learn how to attract our soul family. This takes finding our inner soul light. We must know on a soular and cellular level what our desires are, what our soul-purpose is, and become ecstatic about our lives. You must bubble up with emotion of how you’re going to change people’s lives and impact the world before it happens.

Your desire to spread your own ecstasy will blast your Law of Attraction skills through the roof. This goes for the TF and for your 6-figure BLI$$ness…Lots of love and Light,

Dr Amanda Noelle

 

 

 

Dr. Amanda Noelle, the Twin Flame Matchmaker, helps align women with their Twin Flame, their soul purpose, and their 6-figure BLI$$ so that they can heal the world and be in service to the Goddess.

Healing the Inner Critic That Gets you Lost in Love, Money, and Life

Who Is Jezebel and how Can we Restore the Divine Feminine?

I had an intense dream about Jezebel the other night, it was terrifying. I feel you High-Healed Priestesses out there should know about it so we can clear the type of energy attack that keeps the Divine Feminine within us terrified and not wanting to rise.  Let’s clear the dark witchy energy that abuses us, keeps us playing small, and feeling afraid of the dark…

But who is Jezebel? And should we fear her? And how can we use Jezebel’s energy to restore the Divine Feminine and reclaim our power as High-Healed Priestesses (modern-day high priestess healers who are saving the planet while going high-end in their BLI$$nesses)?

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Jezebel represents a dark side of the Divine Feminine, but she has a sacred purpose in rebirthing the Light. According to truthunity.net, the metaphysical meaning of Jezebel is:
Jezebel, jez’-e-bel (Heb.)intact; untouched; untouchable; unproductive; noncohabiting; without husband; chaste; virgin; adulterous; base; unexalted; licentious.

Jezebel was the daughter of Ethbaal, King of the Sidonians. In Biblical Hebrew Jezebel’s name means ‘there is no nobility’. Originally, her name meant ‘The Prince Baal exists.’  Baal was a weather god worshipped in the Syro-Palestinians. 

Jezebel is an evil woman in the Bible (Revelation 2:20), but as with all evil, evil doesn’t really exist. It’s just where there is empty darkness, like a void, a canvass for the Light. Darkness is just the other side of the coin of Light, Light being the awakened other half.  For each yin side (darkness) needs her yang (lightness) counterpart.

Everything starts in the darkness, and ends in light, and then returns again, only to complete the cycle. Eternally. All dark energies, entities, and human beings become awakened to Light, eventually. Darkness always becomes seeded with Light, because eve darkness loves the Light, as it loves itself (and the darkness is the Light).

Everything is simply a cycle and a play within polarity! And it can be really fun to witness, which is why we’re all here in the Third Dimension where things are slow and we live by experiencing polarity. Yet the Light always triumphs over Darkness in the the end (or in the bigger picture, since really there is no end). All we have to do is become conscious of what is there. Consciousness breeds and breathes Light. So whether there is darkness or Light in your life, become conscious of it; it will become Light, inevitably.

Darling, don’t be freaked out of the dark, darkness is simply here to hold your Light so you can illuminate it! It’s just a fun divine game we came up with in the collective consciousness. In our collective divine minds. So play, laugh, cry, giggle, you have nothing to lose!

Only the Light is real, and it’s eternal. There is no death in this game.

lightworker clearing darknessAccording to Wikipedia, Jezebel became associated with false prophets. In some interpretations, her dressing in finery and putting on makeup before her death led to the association of use of cosmetics with “painted women” or prostitutes.

We all have the Madonna and the whore in us, so let’s get over this limiting archetype and make friends with all sides of ourselves, including our dark sides. That takes courage and confronting our inner Jezebels, our own shadows, with love.

Behind the darkness is always the truth and beauty.

My crazy Jezebel exorcism dream

Wanna hear my crazy dream? I helped to exorcise Jezebel the other night on the astral plane while in sacred circle with a band of my High-Healed Priestess sisters.  In my sleep, several of us High Priestess Professors at Aphrodite University were in a circle discussing how to raise the Divine Feminine. Suddenly, one of the women of the circle stood up, and spoke harshly about me; she tried to cast me out as if I were a heretic or demon. Half of the group stayed with me, and another half of the women became competitive, jealous, angry, and hurtful towards me. Classic cat-fight energy! Mrow! This is Jezebel: competitive, catty, fear-based, traumatizing, and deceiving. And yet she serves a Divine purpose…

how to exorcise demonsThe Girl Exorcist:

I knew I only had a moment before this ‘woman’ would talk people out of my visions, of Aphrodite University, and of rebuilding the goddess temples with me. So I stood up to her, and I told everyone in the group to look in her eyes. She had these strange blue eyes, they were glassy, and opaque. I told everyone in the group to shine love and stare into her eyes. Suddenly, this woman’s spirit was revealed – Jezebel – and she wasn’t of human origin. She had a emptiness to her, slightly reptilian, but she was more of a vibration of lack and emptiness – a hole without a soul. Behind her eyes were dark pits where love had never been laid. Jezebel cannot receive love, and she feeds off of our energy when we are not housed at love. Where our bodies, minds, and spirits aren’t flowing with loving energies. She’s not evil, she’s just a shadow of ourselves.

How to exorcise a demon

who is jezebel

To exorcise her, I had to stand in my power and in my Divine Love. I started calling in the Christ Force energy in the form of golden light. I had to stay steady, even though I was trembling. When I went into fear, dark pins of pain shot into my root chakra and saw the image of sharp witch fingernails become inserted into my yoni (not so nice!). When I brought in more golden light, I awoke with a wave of powerful Divine Love; the pain cleared and I knew Jezebel returned to her origin of pure Divine Feminine love and beauty.

To exorcise an entity, you must come from Divine Love, or Christ Force energy.  You have to overcome the fear and not surrender yourself to pain, fear, and punishment. Falling for that is falling for the oldest trick in the book. You have to avoid low-self esteem and fear, and step into self-love and unconditional Divine Love. How? By feelin’ it and choosing it!

When we heal our relationship with other High Priestesses, we clear out the shadow side of Jezebel.

mary magdalene bride of christTo end subconscious hatred between women, and to step into 6-figure BLI$$ as High-Healed Priestesses, we need to stare down the Jezebels within each of us, with the deepest unconditional love of Mary Magdalene. We must take off our armor and put on our amour for each other ladies, and we’ll have a ball doing so!

I believe that Jezebel is one shade or one face of Mary Magdalene, bride of Christ. She has gained a bad reputation, but I think she is here to remind us that all sides of the Feminine need to be respected, seen, healed, and integrated. Jezebel is part of the Divine Feminine whole and we cannot leave her medicine out. She challenges us to remember our divinity; she tells us to forget our divine origins.  And she has even forgotten herself and needs to be reminded of her own glory! She cannot corrupt you, unless you choose it my dear. Release the voice of her shadowy reflection, and it too will begin to sing the song of the most pure loving siren, of the Magdalene!

How to be safe from the darkness

To escape the darkness and any good dark night of the soul, you must not run. Stay, and look it head on with piercing eyes of Light and Love.

Be fierce in your love, let your Divine Love Flame burn. Whatever you do, do not surrender to fear. Always return to Divine Love as quickly as possible, and it will save you from any form of Darkness. Feel it burning inside you, let it explode in your heart. Honor the Shakinah in every woman, and when you see the false Feminine who states lies, who creates competition, limitation, jealousy, and who tries to possess your spirit, do not run. No, stare her down with love, look her in the eyes, and she will either join you in the Divine Feminine Rise, or she will leave you alone. Her darkness cannot survive in your Light. You are more magnificent and powerful beyond belief, my Little Shakinah sister.

Lots of love and Light,

Dr Amanda Noelle

 

 

Dr. Amanda Noelle is a Twin Flame Matchmaker helping single spiritual women attract their soul purpose, soulmate clients, and Twin Flame soulmates in no time! She is also the founder of Aphrodite University, the first Divine Feminine-based metaphysical university on the planet helping hippie chicks go high-end as 6 & 7-figure hip n’ chic healers.