by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jan 14, 2014 | Twin Flame Love, Twin Flame Runner and Chaser |
What if a Twin Flame runner, or a Twin Flame Counterfeit, as I call it, keeps running in and out of your life or just your mind, and it drives you crazy? How can we avoid such intense Twin Flame runner and chaser dynamics, so that we can ground true Twin Flame Love?
You know if you’ve got a Twin Flame Counterfeit/runner if:
- He/she brings up all of your wounding – from your childhood, past lives, and deep unconscious blueprints
- You start to awaken to unconditional love, and then when the person leaves, it feels like it’s gone (but it’s really not! I promise…)
- You have suicidal thoughts after they leave you, and you feel like your soul purpose is to be with them always and NOW (which it’s not, I promise! If it were, you’d be with them…)
- You feel like you’re off your orbit and you’ll never get it back
- You feel like you’re holding the pain of the entire universe inside of you; particularly, the abandonment of the Divine Feminine by the Divine Masculine at the beginning of this universe’s timeline
- Your runner abandoning you triggers you to feel a deep longing to go back to the past, like the future will never be the same, because something terrible has happened, a loss so deep it’s unrepairable
A Twin Flame Counterfeit comes into your life with all of the signs of the true Twin Flame, but there is something not quite right. A trauma occurs, and there is a blending of deep true divine love and an ancient heartache. A Twin Flame runner and chaser dynamic is an emotionally enervating and dysfunctional relationship dynamic that comes out of an unhealed trauma or wound in both partners.
What is Twin Flame Love?
People often misunderstand Twin Flame Love. They think that when they experience it for the first time, that it has to be the source that mattered. That that Joe or Jane was their Twin Flame because it was the first person to help her/him active the Twin Flame frequencies within. This is not the case.
Twin Flame Love energies are within all of us, and most of us have a lot of clearing to do to activate, reclaim, and heal our self-love and Twin Flame Love in order to attract the other half of our soul, our Twin Flame reincarnation.
Twin Flame runners and chasers serve a soul purpose
To end Twin Flame runner pain, we have to understand the purpose for them coming into our lives. We have to own that we are not victims, but we are healing an ancient pain that needs clearing pronto for our soul purpose mission and true Twin Flame to come in.
Often times Twin Flame runners are here simply to awaken your soul’s ancient love briefly, like a match igniting a candle, and then it blows out. But the candle stays lit, despite the fact that they are gone. It can be like a painful birthing process, where a new life is born, but there’s a descension happening in occurrence with your soul’s ascension, simultaneously. There is much soul growth and sometimes it can be exquisitely painful…Hang in there!
Are you ready to see the divine truth?
Twin Flame runners activate divine truth at the same time they illuminate lies and deception. You must master this dear child of God/dess! You are here to master of decoding the illusion of love so that you can step into the deepest truest unconditional, Divine Love. Be not afraid, you and your tiny human self will lick her wounds; you will heal, and you will be closer to the truth and to God/dess than you have ever been. You will become him/her indeed! This is the Twin Flame initiation, and it is not for the faint of heart.
Twin Flame chasers pine after you or you for them because the wound is so painful that you have unearthed, it’s a sacred wound held in the Divine Feminine within the collective. As the Divine Feminine Rising occurs, we must clear clear clear the old abuse and abandonment wounds within. We restore Her within us as we cleanse the pain. There is no love outside of you. You are love. Yet it is normal to want to run and chase after an illusion of love. This is the core mistake of the Twin Flame runner and chaser dynamic.
How do you know the difference between true Twin Flame Love, and a TFC?
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As a Twin Flame Matchmaker, people are always asking me, Amanda, How do I know if someone is my Twin Flame? And I always answer that you know when you know, and I highly recommend not rushing it. If it’s real and eternal and infinite, there’s nothing you could ever do to destroy it or push them away. Unless part of you wants to!
If you’re consulting psychics, oracles, daisies (he loves me, he loves me not…), then you are not yet living in a Twin Flame relationship. An adult Twin Flame relationship takes two whole balanced adult and committed people who are not living in a fantasy land where daisies predict the future. You and your Twin Flame don’t leave it up to the gods to take care of you, you control your destiny and you’re not waiting around for someone to come save you or be saving someone else.
Twin Flames allow each other to find each other and stay together when they’re ready. If you’re struggling and it’s not working and not in the flow, take time apart and heal yourself. Let go. Surrender the relationship. If it’s the real deal, s/he will come back. But you have to learn to let go and let God/dess and release the relationship that you’re clenching your teeth about.
Twin Flame runners are here to awaken the ancient Twin Flame energies and clear past life karma
There may be bleed-throughs from many past lifetimes in which you and your Twin Flame Counterfeit were together and something painful happened that you still need to resolve. Perhaps it was a death, a betrayal, a judgement, or an abandonment, and you are here to complete that karmic soulmate relationship. Or, maybe you were connected to some gift together in a lifetime that needs healing. For instance, maybe you were a healer, a shaman, an high priestess and your Twin Flame energies got compromised when you were burnt at the stake and traumatized. Often times, I find my clients who have very strong karmic pulls towards so-called Twin Flames later on find out that they were madly in love because of a past life intense energy, and not a good one!
My Twin Flame Counterfeit karma tale
My somewhat embarrassing Twin Flame Counterfeit (TFC) story is that I was killed in a past life in New England for being a metaphysical practitioner, and my TFC and I both died together in that lifetime. In this lifetime, we had a similar karmic bleed-through and attracted a horrid situation which involved persecution, financial loss, and a death-like out of body experience which got me arrested and traumatized.
I was madly in love with my TFC and was certain that he was my Twin Flame, and I couldn’t imagine letting him go. It felt like a real death. Three years passed and through much healing and releasing work, I let him go and could finally move on.
But I was stuck in a crazy loop for nearly three years that I couldn’t get out of and was convinced he was the one for me! This is an example of how your so-called Twin Flame may be a TFC that has a deep karmic tie that you are here to clear and bring to the Light. That’s what Twin Flame runners and chases are for!
PS: Watch the Twin Flame Separation video here!
Dr. Amanda Noelle is a Twin Flame Matchmaker helping single spiritual women swiftly attract their Twin Flames. She is the founder of Aphrodite University, the first online Divine Feminine university for High-Healed Priestesses. ![What Are Soulmate Clients and How Are They Different From Other Clients?]()
by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jan 4, 2014 | Uncategorized |
In my past ten years of being a spiritual BLI$$ness owner, I have found that there are two types of clients you can attract. There are the ho-hum clients who come in with an unconscious, random, or even fear-based energy, and these guys may pay the bills. However, they come with a handful of karma and maybe even some drama, and they don’t feed your heart to the deepest level.
Then, there a whole other class of clients who come through a pure divine alignment. Soulmate Clients is the term I’ve coined to describe them, and this is the breed of clients I am going to speak about today to help you attract your 6-figure BLI$$ in ease, passion, and fun, so you can make a huge difference on the planet!
Soulmate Clients help each other stand tall.
How I Discovered Soulmate Clients
When I was in my 20s, I had a poverty consciousness that limited me to a sad little 4-figure salary. It was a curse, and it brought me to shame and pain (which now motivates me to teach other women how to create their 6-figure BLI$$nesses too).
Though I was stuck and poor, I still had a magical fairy way of attracting my Soulmate Clients just when I absolutely needed them, like when the rent was due or when I needed to afford taking a spiritual class or going to Dance Camp! Luckily, I could always manifest money and clients like a fairy, even when I was mostly blocked in the lower-chakras.
Bit by bit, I have discovered the concept of Soulmate Client attraction by trial and error, and realized that when I operate my Law of Attraction magic from my soul’s desires, awesome abundant and easy clients come through. When I operate from fear and having to manifest clients out of obligation, it becomes lame and headachy, and I work harder for less money per hour.
One of my very first Soulmate Clients, Mary, came into my life when I was only working 1-3 half days per week as a licensed esthetician at my tiny little organic skin spa in Oakland, CA. At the time, I had just paid off my startup fees, and I was gaining some confidence as a metaphysical healer. I was in psychic school and had learned about the Law of Attraction. I was really excited to call in my fun spiritual soul-aligned clients whom I could test out my metaphysical magic on.
Mary had come to me like clockwork after doing a manifestation-prayer and visualization. I met her via Sarah, my acupuncturist, who had enjoyed a few of my facials. During Mary’s first facial, I felt an immediate soul connection and sense of familiarity. Even though I was afraid that she’d think I was crazy, I was immediately guided to ask her if it was OK to give her an aura healing while her face mask was on. Instead of being shocked, it turned out that Mary said that she’d love an aura healing and that she had gone to the same psychic school I was attending, and had studied with with the same teacher named Javier! Not what I was expecting from a overachiever in biotech. And what a small world! The aura healing felt amazing for both of us, and I could feel Mary’s energy moving and healing quickly. I was gleeful when she bought a bunch of products and immediately rebooked her next facial.
Over time, Mary and I connected deeply and felt that we had had shared past lives together. She was like a richer, wiser, and older version of me in a lot of ways; Mary taught me so much. We had a blast together doing her monthly sessions, and I almost forgot to charge her at the end of each facial. She’d tip me amazingly and sometimes even paid me an even $444 just for fun. Mary loved my healing energy, and we alchemically healed her rosacea and improved her severe skin sensitivities. We even discovered the root of her skin problems which cropped up when she’d left her first husband ten years prior. Her husband even noticed how her skin glowed and energy bubbled after our work together, and was curious to meet me! Mary was definitely my Soulmate Client, and made me understand the difference between a Soulmate Client and just another average karmic transaction.
What are Soulmate Clients, exactly?
Soulmate Clients are a type of ‘business soulmate’ who are connected to you on a deep soul level, in which there is a sacred soul-contract governing the energy exchange. There is a monetary exchange based on Divine Love, respect, of mutual healing and learning.
Soulmate Clients are members of your soul-family/soul-pod/soul-cluster, aka a group of souls that reincarnate during a certain timeline with a specific soul mission. They have a similar soul vibration often times will feel instantly familiar similar to ‘love at first sight.’ Working with Soulmate Clients is energizing, activating, and helps us remember who we are in the Higher Dimensions. Further, by creating monetary exchange with our Soulmate Clients, we are expressing a sacred currency of Divine Love through what I call Holy MatriMoney. The healing exchange of currency is healing to both the customer/client and business owner, and is healing to money itself (which in a sense has a Higher Self or consciousness just like everything else).
Why is it useful to attract your Soulmate Clients?
There are a multitude of reasons why it’s so much better and more blissful to attract your Soulmate Clients. I’ll mention my faves here:
- You love your clients, deeply, with Divine Love!
- They love you back.
- You uplift each other.
- You have a soul contract blessed by the angels through the Higher Dimensions
- You are honoring both of your souls by creating a work-contract or financial energy-exchange.
- The monetary exchange blesses both of your bank accounts, perhaps 10, 20, or 1,000-fold!
- You instantly feel a deep sense of purpose, connection, and soul-recognition together.
- You have an amazing telepathic connection with your soul family, so even if you have a hard time explaining your work to people, your Soul Family will receive it. In essence, they ‘get’ your niche and brand.
- Other people won’t understand them as easily as you do. This brings them immense satisfaction and value and saves you both time.
- It’s easier to heal your Soulmate Clients because you share similar stories and healing frequencies, so when you work as their healer, they access their answers and heal faster.
- They like the vibe in which you do things, it uplifts them just being in your field.
- They find you charming, funny, calming, interesting, and attractive (it’s all relative! Soul-relatives!).
- The networking opportunities are much better because you’ll be networking with their extended soul families and vice versa.
My retreats, events, and projects are big old soul family reunions. The retreat I am hosting in Bali in February is energetically incestuous – each person in the group had already known or heard of or friended at least one other person in the group beforehand via connecting on the internet (they’re from various places in the US and Canada)! Similarly, my online Divine Feminine-based university Aphrodite University is basically a High Priestess reunion stomping ground of beings from Egypt, Atlantis, Lemuria, Greece, Italy, the Pleiades, and the Higher Dimensions.
I quite commonly dream of Soulmate Clients a day or so before they walk through the door. This makes my life seem a little more exciting, magical, and aligned. When money gets swiped from a client’s sacred credit card into my bank account, I bless it with Soul Family Love and ask for the investment to be returned to her ten-fold or more. I can feel how her investment heals both of us energetically and financially.
Honestly, if I hadn’t followed my heart and started to ask the Universe for my Soulmate Clients when I launched my healing business 2 years ago, I don’t doubt that I would still be stuck with a 4-figure income block. Trust me, hitting 6-figures and sharing the love with your Soulmate Clients is so much more fun, easy, and BLI$$ful, and they are out there waiting for you!
What are you waiting for grrl, go get ’em…
All my love to you,
Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Founder of Aphrodite University, helping healers become High-Healed Priestesses who rock 6-figure BLI$$nesses while changing the world.
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by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jan 3, 2014 | Uncategorized |
6-Figure BLI$$ness Tip: GET YOUR E-LIST GOING PRONTO GIRL!
So you have an online healing business, yet you’re not yet hitting 6-figure BLI$$, or not even close? This hot Aphrodisiac Marketing tip is for you High-Healed Priestesses, life coaches, psychics, intuitives, energy healers, reiki masters, channels, holistic nutrition consultants, empowerment coaches, and tantra teachers, holistic beauty consultants, etc who have a million gifts to share, yet you’re not making the big Love Buck$ yet because:
- Marketing scares you and puts you into paralysis
- You get distracted, bored, and lazy when you think about doing business
- The people out there who market to you make you wanna puke
- You’re an authentic Lightworker, not a creepy marketer-type, business person
- You HATE sticking to rigid marketing plans and are more right-brained and creative
- The term “auto responder” seems more complex to you than learning the Pleiadian language
But at the same time, you know you can’t be an abundant healer without learning some business basics. And you are so sick of being poor, of not sharing your gifts with the world, and with playing small. This top tip will take one small yet giant step for your High Priestesskind.
Here’s the #1 tool to mark your BLI$$ness online.
If you don’t do this, you’re shooting yourself in the foot. Do this, and you’ll have a chance at growing your 6-figure BLI$$ness fast!
It’s to have and grow your e-list. What’s that? An e-list is a list of names with email addresses and comes from the opt-in box on your website or landing page where you offer a free gift or online event, and newsletter to entice people to share their name and email address.
Aren’t email, e-lists/ezine marketing getting outmoded?
Nope! Absolutely not. While social media like Facebook, Youtube, Twitter and Pinterest are great ways to ATTRACT your Soulmate Clients, email is the preferred way to actually promote products and services and receive actual dollars from your Soulmate Clients.
You need the e-list to stay in touch with your tribe regularly, like with your weekly or monthly newsletters. Also, when people first opt-in on your website, you’ll want to keep in touch with them with a auto responder (set up by say Mailchimp or 1shoppingcart) in the format of a 14-day drip. That’s where you offer tidbits daily or every few days over 2 weeks, like videos, free reports, meditations, etc. to let potential clients sample your work and build up to your offer. An ideal offer for a new business at the end of the 14-day drip is to promote a free strategy or discover session around 30-minutes long. This is a free consultation where you explore the possibilities of working together to see if they are your Soulmate Client.
In a recent study on how people prefer to receive their internet-based communications, they broke it up into personal communication and promotional biz communication. The preferred way that people of all ages preferred to get their permission-based promotional messages was through – surprise – email! The older people are, the more likely people are to prefer email marketing over other types of marketing.
Some stats:
The average is 77% for all ages. Even 66% of teens prefer to receive sales promos by em
ail, and the older you get, the higher the percentages.
So, for those of you saying that e-zines and email lists are going outta style, wake up and smell the green tea loves, e-lists are here to stay, so get your opt-in boxes and tempting auto responders and free gifts popping out to spread the love you have in there!
Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Founder of Aphrodite University and teaches women how to create 6-figure healing BLI$$nesses and magical lives.
by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jan 1, 2014 | Divine Feminine Awakening, Law of Attraction, Twin Flame Signs, Twin Flame Spirituality, Uncategorized |
I’ll share a secret of my soul with you. My number one goal this lifetime is to resurrect the Atlantean water healing temples in order to rise the Divine Feminine and restore the Twin Flame Love frequencies back on planet earth. I know it’s a bit lofty, but I also know that we can do it…
As a High-Healed Priestess (a modern-day high priestess healer who loves high heels), I have often astral traveled to the Stargates and have visited the water healing temples there. I have also been given guided tours of Atlantis by my angels, and remember being an Atlantean High Priestess. Sounds crazy – I know – but feel into the frequencies of my heart and remember the Atlantean healing temples are within you too, and within your divine mind.
Water spirit in Ancient Hebrew ‘mem ohr‘ or memory
Remember. Memory – the word comes from the two words in Ancient Hebrew ‘mem ohr‘ which mean ‘water spirit.’ Memories are simply spirit-consciousness stored in certain ‘bodies,’ such as a computer, a brain, our cells, and even within bodies of water on planet earth. In fact, everything is a memory storage device. Matter itself is a storage vehicle of consciousness. When we reincarnate into bodies, our souls become solidified into a single object for one lifetime, or so is the experience. The precious piece here is that consciousness can be transformed, and so can matter. We can turn anything into a golden vibration, by aligning it with God/dess, the golden vibration of Divinity. Thus is alchemy, the symbolic transformation of a base metal into gold.
The Atlantean healing temples are about alchemy – of healing the body, mind, and spirit through aligning it wish certain sacred or ‘golden’ frequencies. Using crystals, water, botanicals and essential oils, sound, light, and vibrations, the Atlanteans attuned people with specific divinely aligned frequencies.
The question is, which frequencies do we as individuals and communities choose to vibrate at? And who controls or chooses the frequencies within each community and on earth? Each of us has free will, yet as a collective we have to decide which direction we want to go in and grow in. We are all one, all part of Oneness, yet there are different styles, bodies, subcultures, and tribes. That’s why we humans require a variety of different healing temples scattered all across the globe, with the intention of collectively harmonizing in Oneness. I suggest harmonizing at least one pool within each of the bathing temples at the 432 hz frequency, which I will explain a bit more about.
What is the 432 hz frequency all about?
The 432 hz frequency is a specific vibratory frequency that harmonizes all life on earth through the Star of David sacred geometry structure that is present through water and within all life. The Star of David is present within all water molecules, quartz crystals and many silica-based crystals, and in silicon chips. Essentially, water crystals, crystals, and silicon chips are storage devices that hold memory. Again, memory comes from the word mem ohr in Ancient Hebrew, which means ‘water spirit.’ The 432 hz frequency restores the sacred eternal ‘memory’ of the soul. The Star of David is the storage structure for your body and for your spirit. 70 percent of your body is water, which is comprised of many little aligned Stars of Davids dancing together as amorphous liquid lattice of many moving water crystals.
The 432 hz frequency balances out the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, energies, the upper and lower pyramids representing the Divine Feminine and Masculine respectively, the chalice and blade. If you feel that you suffer from an over dominant male or female side, you may want to bath in water activated with the 432 to heal yourself.
The Star of David is also the structure for astral travel, and you can learn more about this if you study the merkaba or merkabah. The 432 hz repairs the merkabic structure of your soul and returns you to a Twin Flame vibration, it returns you to a Higher Self truth essence. It clears of energies of entities, ‘demons,’ or darkness. The 432 hz frequency is the harmony of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine Love.
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I believe that the only question to ask is, “Are we vibrating at Divine Love?” And once we tune into Divine Love, the proper frequencies are put in place, and the next steps become cleared. The Law of Attraction shows up and works in our favor. The Secret taught us to wish for something specific – a red bicycle for instance. But the real secret is to simply attune to Divine Love and abundance, and allow the matter to become formed and manifested alchemically into one’s life.
What’s the matter with matter?
There is no time or space. Matter is simply a construction coming from a program or codex of consciousness. It’s simply solidified sound-vibration. The Atlantean healing temples are a memory of consciousness that we store within our collective and individual subconscious. It is not really a place or time, but a timeless spaceless consciousness that can become translated into a temple. Here on earth, we are living in the 3rd Dimension and have chosen to live in a ‘reality’ experienced through matter.
We as humans take on meat-suits and become matter itself in this experience. This matter – our bodies – can get sick, decay, and eventually die. Yet they can also be enlivened, healthy, ecstatic, and temples of bliss. This is the polarity we live in on earth. There is both heaven and hell potential here, and it is up to us to choose. And this is the game we play here on earth, the university of life!
Atlantean temple as a symbol of healing
A temple is like a temple of your mind. A crown. A 7th chakra or Higher Self connection. An Atlantean temple is a space of community where humans live in spiritual harmony with Divinity and with each other. The healing temples of Atlantis symbolize our conscious choice to heal among one another and to share a collective healing experience through divinity. I’ll share my guided tour dream or astral travel experience of visiting the Atlantean healing temples.
I was flying above Atlantis in my astral body.
Suddenly, I became lucid and conscious of the angels surrounding me. It was really exciting to realize that I was free of my human form. My astral body was light and I was being guided by a higher state of consciousness, though I knew my human mind was awake with me. It was thrilling! I had a sense that something special was going to be revealed to me…
It wasn’t my first time visiting Atlantis, but it was my first time being aware of being in Atlantis and having some very special angelic guides sharing their secrets with me. At the time, in ‘real life,’ I was working as a licensed esthetician within the spa industry, because it has always been my dream of opening a spa of some sort. I have always loved spas because they feel like little magical wonderlands of escape, and the bliss, the warm water, the sounds, the light, the softness – it feels like home to me! Some of the most healing and memorable experiences I’ve had in my life have taken place in spas. So, when I was being shown my majestical angels how they did spas in Atlantis, I was definitely paying attention!
We flew above these gorgeous crystalline pools that were constructed within a hillside. The pools were massive and cut out of marble. I remember that there were about 6 pools laid out over 3 different layers. 
Two different pools on each side of a very long set of stairs that were a bit like the Spanish Steps in Rome, going down the hillside. The pools had 6 separate healing frequencies and were overseen by various healers and high priestesses and priests. I remember asking my angelic guides how they afforded such a luxury, and even wanted to know how much it would cost me! They replied that everything there was free, that they had a different consciousness than we have on earth now. The Atlanteans appreciate the value of Oneness and know that we are all one. That no one should suffer at the expense of another, and that there is an unlimited abundance for us to share.
I agree with these values: oneness and abundance, and feel they will be at the base of the structure of the newly rebuilt Atlantean Healing temples. Community pools will be potent places for healing, transmutation, and also for creating a harmonized vibration of community.
Also, I believe that in each of these 6 Atlantean pools, each pool had a different sound and healing frequency intended into it. Meaning that the Atlantean High Priests and Priestesses had infused the water with different vibrations, some similar to the 432 hz frequency that I infuse into my water before drinking or taking a bath. 432 hz is the frequency that balances the Star of David-like structure within water, harmonizing the shape of the two equilateral triangles (the Divine Femine and Divine Masculine symbols).
I have used water healing in many of my rituals and prayers that have come true. One favorite true story is the time I matchmade my dear friend Rhea by doing a shamanic Twin Flame ritual by a fountain and some fire. Within one hour of this prayer, we met her Twin Flame, David, who was visiting from Sweden, and they’ve been together since, married, and live between Sweden and California. I don’t doubt the power of healing through water. I know that I have been a water temple priestess in Egypt, Greece, Italy, Native America, Atlantis, Lemuria, and the Pleiades. It is part of my nature, to infuse love into water, and to use water to spread love. Amanda, my name, means ‘Beloved.’
Atlantean healing temple resurrection in Bali
In Bali 2009, I was biking around the small majestic town of Ubud, seeking a magical place to host a goddess retreat that would be abundant and beautiful enough for a small group of healers, entrepreneurs, and spiritual women.
I spent hours combing the streets of Ubud only to find many over-priced or poorly feng shued places that didn’t have my heart. I gave up, suddenly parked my bike, and in the heat, founded my legs walking me down a small shaded dirt road off the beaten path. Though I had no clue where I was going, I felt guided to keep going even though I wasn’t sure if I was walking into a dead-end, or perhaps even onto a private road.
“WTF, this is a healing vortex!”
I saw a small sign that said Spring Water. Thirsty and hot, I felt enticed and followed my intuition. I followed the sign down a smaller road and noticed a different energy surrounding me. “WTF, this is a healing vortex!” I thought to myself as I walked through what seemed like an energy tunnel that was taking me back in time. As I walked downhill alongside a river, and something inside of me shifted as if I were traveling back in time. Or into a new grid of existence. My frustration melted and I lost track of time and space.
I think what happened is that I walked into a grid with Atlantean consciousness. When I reached the top of the little hill, another sign that said ‘Spring Water’ appeared next to a big gate. Not sure if it was a private property or not, I took a deep breath, followed my gut, and entered.
“Hello? Can I help you madam?”
I was greeted by a young man by the name of Ketut (like one out of every four people in Bali with the name Ketut which means literally ‘four’). He seemed warm and gentle. Ketut explained that it was the low-season at their wellness retreat, and that I could have a look around. Chills swept through my body… This must be the place I have been looking for!
Ketut showed me around the entire near-empty retreat grounds. It was beautiful, green, and luscious. There were papayas, big and juicy, as well as durian fruit, bananas, and coconuts hanging from the trees. It felt like a Balinese version of the Garden of Eden! Colorful flowers were lovingly planted around the property, as well as many statues of various gods and goddesses and Buddha heads.
Then, my jaw dropped when I was taken to the most beautiful infinity swimming pool. It sat over the edge of a background that was a thousand shades of green. The rice paddies in Bali are just stunning, and this one was more beautiful and secluded than the ones I’d seen. I took in the view for a few moments. Ketut then offered for me to take a few hours to try out the pool for free. At that time, this was a precious gift, for I didn’t have the money to pay for such a high-end hotel retreat, and didn’t want to pay for a swimming pool indulgence (mind you I was still making only 4-figures and was stuck in poverty until 2010 when I had a money breakthrough).
Now was my chance to experience my first Atlantean healing experience.
Ketut then lead me down a long pathway of stairs to the hidden bathing springs, a little bathing pool next to a river. There were three statues spouting out water into the fountain bathing-pool. He explained that the dragon represented the spirit, the pig represented the body, and the lion the mind. He encouraged me to fill up my water bottle and take a drink. The spring was over a few hundred years old and the water was pure and healing. He then left me a small blue towel and a little bar of soap, as this literally was a bathing pool that could be drained out like a bathtub. Ketut walked back up to the reception area and left me to myself.
I soaked in the surroundings and felt myself in the presence of magic.
For some reason, I had the feeling that I wasn’t mean to be wearing the bikini that I’d brought with me. In Bali I always need a bathing suit because there is water water everywhere – ocean, pools, fountains, and little springs because it’s a volcanic island. So I tossed my suit aside, stripped down, prayed that no one would come down and find me, and I slipped my feet into the cool water. The warm tropical air contrasted the chilly water that was just cold enough to make me hesitate about dunking under. But I felt guided to do a full-body baptism, so I made a prayer, laid back, and went under. I opened my eyes to the sky and saw the sun shining above me through the crystalline water.
Out of no where, a gust of emotion swept though me, and ancient waves of sadness burst through me. It was like I was returning home. Like I was going back to my Atlantean roots, and for the first time in a long time I remembered how much I missed it. You can only know ‘separation’ if you know what ‘home’ or ‘self’ means first.
Atlantis represents home, birthing, the womb, the Divine Mother, the Sacred Feminine, tribal harmony, crystalline consciousness, and idealism realized. In many timelines, Atlantis has been a place that has gone out of whack, has been destroyed or manipulated or has carried a dark vibration. Yet that is just an experience. The true Atlantis is a place in our Divine Minds where our spirits and God/dess are one, and where crystal cities, temples, communities rise from an honoring of Oneness.
I dried myself off, put on my bikini, and walked up to the main pool. The view was simply stunning. I put my things down and jumped in. Euphoria swept through my body. I felt the deepest sense of Divine Love, of God’s love enveloping. I think it was the first time in my life I felt this way without being in love with another human being.
I twirled around like a dolphin in the water for an hour or so, spinning and somersaulting in celebration with the Divine Feminine. Visions of taking women to this special place and doing mermaid pool dips delighted me. I imagined a group of Atlantean High Priestesses enjoying the pure waters with me, giggling, sharing, praying, and honoring each other. A sunshine beam of joy exuded from my heart. Then I felt that I was not alone, that there were devic beings – loving spirits who were watching over the land. They were watching me and wanted my attention. Feeling only love and joy, I spoke to them telepathically:
“Who are you?” The sun was setting, and the colors were starting to highlight the sky with pink, lavender, and cobalt, with the silhouettes of black palm trees. I heard them respond,
“We are the caretakers of this land. This is sacred land, an ancient territory that holds an ancient magic. It is pure and protected. There is magic waiting for you here, Amanda, and we have brought you here, guided you to come here with your tribe. We have been waiting for you for a long time, to transmit this magic.”
Then they told me something about how those who had been coming to the land weren’t ready for the
information, and that they were grateful that I was a bright and open spirit. I loved that they had honored me with their communications and had faith that I could bring other high priestesses here.
Yet for the past five years, I felt like I had failed them, these gorgeous devic beings. For it has taken me afull 5 years to be ready. I’m finally brining a group of 7 high priestesses to Bali for a retreat on Valentine’s Day 2014. Before now, I have tried every single year to gather a group of women to come to Bali. But for some reason or another, it simply wasn’t ready, or I wasn’t ready. I did go back to the springs once again in 2009, and I brought a couple with me, a Balinese man and Australian woman. We did a water prayer together.
I went back to Bali for their Twin Flame wedding on 11/11/11. I visited the springs and again felt the water’s healing activation. Yet again, the energies didn’t seem ready, or I didn’t feel ready to bring my goddess pilgrims back to Bali. On October 25, 2011, I had a premonition of a tsunami, earthquake, or flood happening and wondered if I should have come to Bali at all before December 21, 2012. Sure enough, on October 26, there was a 6.0 earthquake in Bali that shook me to the core. Ironically, it transmuted my fear into waves of kundalini bliss and I realized that I had nothing to fear.
I trust the slow birth process of rebirthing and rebuilding the goddess temples here on earth. If it were up to me entirely, I would have resurrected Atlantis always and forever here on earth, and let angels’ light guide the government our planet entirely. But that’s just me, I guess it might not be as exciting and interesting as it is with all this darkness to clear up and integrate into the plot. I’m the kind of being who like movies to be happily ever after from beginning to end, but other people say that would be boring. I just think it would be fine! But so here we are, in duality. I am just so excited to be bringing through a new era of Divine Feminine bliss where we can celebrate each other through Oneness, through our own quirky individuality, and through breaking free from limitations. That’s why I came here. Why did you come and stick around?
Fast forward to 2099…
The Atlantean Water Healing Temples and Goddess Temples were resurrected, and they all lived happily every after forever and ever.
That’s the reality I hope to create before my last breath in this lifetime. What’s the reality you’re excited to create?
Oh, and you’re invited to learn more about the Bali retreat here.
In love and light,
Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Founder of Aphrodite University and helps women become high-end High-Healed Priestessses who rock 6 or 7-figure BLI$$nesses that heal the world.
