twin flame healer | Dr. Amanda Noelle, Doctor of Love

Healing Twin Flame Abandonment Issues

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Dec 17, 2016 | Uncategorized | 0 comments

Dearly Beloved,

Does it ever feel like everyone around you eventually leaves you?

Do you sometimes wonder if anyone will ever want you for you?

I’m not just talking about your Twin Flame…I’m talking about real love enfolding you, and never leaving you.

I have spent many years of my life single, longing for deeper connections, and downright lonely.

Sometimes I’ve been invited to fun parties with Soul Family and friends, and yet still felt alone in my world.

Other years I was just plain alone.

Social gatherings can even stimulate thoughts like:

“Am I loveable?”

“Why aren’t they connecting with me?”

“Will anyone ever want me/get me/marry me?”

And sometimes we don’t get invited to the parties or asked out on dates by anyone of quality, or at times even anyone.

Beloved, do you struggle with the following abandonment issues?

Feeling sad that your truest love lied to you, cheated on you, or left you down in a ditch (what a effing b*tch!)…or it just didn’t work out and you miss them
Fearing that friends will eventually leave you or lose their loyalty
Thank God your family loves you…or do they even really know you?
Finding yourself wondering if relationships are real at all, or just based on neediness

Until not that long ago, I often found myself being abadnoned or betrayed–often by the people I loved and trusted most. I called in Twin Flame Runner energy and Twin Flame Counterfeits.

I’ve decided that fear of abandonment is a normal human experience–especially for women.

The Sacred Wound of the Divine Feminine is fear of abandonment by her Divine Masculine Counterpart.

I want to help you help feel more connected to others than ever, so you can say goodbye to the loneliness of heartbreak forever.

#1 Tip to Heal Abandonment: Go dig into the pain.

Dig into your abandonment fears.

Face them.

Stay in alone tonight, and close all the shades. Turn off your distractions, and feel the pain arise.

Wallowing in it, and breathing in your loneliness is the greatest gift you can give yourself at this time…

Because if we don’t face our isolation, we’d be running from our issues!

No one will love you if you don’t feel your pain and love yourself in it.

When a woman runs from her abaonment issues, guess what will happen to her?

Abandonment comes to hunt her down.

Her sadness, her pain, her abandonment stuff will only grow louder and louder in all of her relationships.

Maybe this has already happened to you?

Have you ever found yourself in a partnership or social group where you were running from your loneliness together?

The bonds of sex, intimacy, and conversations served as a noise to distract you from your pain.

Perhaps if we just listened to our lone internal howling wolf crying her song of loneliness, we’d actually be able to shut the f*ck up and actually connect with each other…

Loneliness is deep medicine…

To be honest, I have struggled with dark feelings of isolation, loneliness, and “I don’t belong” since…well as long as I can remember.

I was born a different type of soul with a specific vibrational field and purpose. My different rhythm made me feel like an outsider.

As a child, my loneliness kept me feeling like i didn’t belong on the group, or on the planet at all. Most of high school and college I spent pretending to fit in but I felt alien there too…

I slept with my first boyfriend hoping sex and intimacy would bandage my pain, but when he left and the bandage was ripped off, I was ripped in two!

I think my biggest problem during my younger years wasn’t my actual loneliness—it was my fear that if anyone found out that I was lonely, I’d be seen as a freak.

So, I pretended to fit in as the overachiever blond volleyball player. I wanted to be well-liked and popular, and while I had my moments, I felt like I would die if anyone found out my big bad secret…

I Love My Loneliness (and alone time)!

Claiming this piece and allowing myself to face my shadow within loneliness and isolation is how I met Jack and how to call in your Twin Flame.

Are you afraid that if your Beloved knew about your fears of abandonment that you’d just shrink over in horror and humiliation?

It’s time to emancipate yourself from your loneliness now.

It’s not always healing your abandonment and isolation issues. I’ve been there, and that’s why I am here for you!

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What Is Feminine Energy?

Ten Ways to Boost Your Feminine Energy

Feminine energy is a powerful healing energy that allows us to open to receiving. Feminine, referred to as yin energy in Traditional Chinese Medicine, is an energy that tends to be more calm, compassionate, and caring.

Without the feminine, we’re in trouble...

Everyone--both men and women--have masculine or feminine energy, and that these energies must be balanced. Many people, even women, are lacking feminine energy (or are hiding their feminine side) in the overly-masculine world.

In the modern world, women are expected to be more nurturing, soft, and beautiful while being successful and sexy. We’re expected to be mothers and CEO, romantics and leaders. The past history where women were once suppressed is crumbling as women quickly break the chains. We are calling out old behaviors, creating #metoomovements, and are stepping away from the patriarchy.

Truly, the feminine is rising.

How to Tell if He’s Your Twin Flame By Becoming Your Own Psychic Healer

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jul 23, 2015 | Twin Flame Attraction, Twin Flame Love, Twin Flame Runner and Chaser | 0 comments

No Twin Flame psychic can tell you the truth about your Twin Flame, unless she is reflecting the truth of your own Inner Knowing.

You hold the key to your Inner Truth.

As a Twin Flame Matchmaker, I have never given women readings like “He’s totally your Twin Flame! I see a future with you two.” I have seen potential outcomes but I always put it like “I can see this possibly happening, but proceed with caution.” When I was newer to the intuitive reading world, I made all the mistakes that other healers make at first: we take what is metaphysically showing up on our radar and say it is the absolute truth. But no one can know, only the person who is creating their reality.

Twin Flame practitioners must learn to empower their clients to help them find their own answers

I have learned to never disempower my clients, to instead focus on healing their past pain and getting them clear on their pleasure and creating a pathway to their dream lives. It’s not about being a future reader, as the future depends on how clear, blissful, and strong you are.

I have attracted many young women followers to me (probably because I have a magical little child) and I have to coach them to be empowered and to trust THEMSELVES as a guru.

Some of ‘the best’ psychics told me that I was not a fit for my Twin Flame Jack. They said he wasn’t my Twin Flame because he was too young or too this, too that; there was someone else they saw for me. Other psychics said he was the one, and there were many pre-encounter predictions including my own readings on myself. Needless to say, it was very confusing when we first met because I had been expecting massive love at first sight Twin Flame Recognition. But of course since my heart was so bruised and guarded because I’d been heartbroken by my Twin Flame Counterfeit Mark, I had a wall up and wasn’t ready to decide right away with anyone.

If you haven’t seen the Twin Flame Recognition video with Jack and I, check it out here:

Twin Flame Recognition: How Do You Tell If Someone Is Your Twin Flame or Not?

Watch this video on YouTube

In the end, I chose Jack as my truth. I witnessed him as my truest Twin Flame because he is my biggest expression of bliss, fun, play, joy, heart, future, and Twin Flame Love. And for so many more reasons that I will continue to share with you.

Though it took me time to decide if he was the real deal (and I suggest that you take your time as well, because the 3D world can play tricks on you and I have seen SO many clients say “I know he’s my Twin Flame” and it fizzles, and that was me once). After facing so many of our fears and questions together, I felt destiny was in the cards. I even felt it in my body (specifically in my yoni, which I will talk about later).

After nine months of dating Jack, I finally surrendered to our love. I let go and fell in love fully, trusting this man was not going to run or hurt me, and I allowed to build trust in our future

Who cared if several psychics said yes, and several were telling me no!

The answer to “Is he my Twin Flame?” is always within. When you start seeking answers that are outside yourself, you will create chaos and confusion.

A good Twin Flame Matchmaker can support you in neutrality. She’ll guide you to your YES, point out where you’re settling for less, help you discern True Love from love addiction, and help prevent you from running from love because you’re afraid.

I have done it all, and I am so grateful I have had some great mentors, therapists, coaches, and friends who have guided me along the way. But at the end, I made my choice and I am forever grateful for ME.

Is Your Twin Flame Exactly Like You?

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Jun 3, 2015 | Twin Flame Attraction, Twin Flame Love, Twin Flame Signs | 0 comments

Twin Flames Are Our Mirrors

The parts of ourselves that we love and hate are mirrored onto our Twin Flame.

Dang it! I thought when we found our Twin Flames we were going to live in a magic bubble and never have to deal with problems again.

In this post I want to underline how important it is to accept ourselves, and how the way I have rejected myself showed up in my Twin Flame relationship. I almost became the Twin Flame Runner that I so despised because I nearly rejected myself. I don’t want this for you!

Self-Rejection Shows up as Those Annoying Things About Your Twin Flame

I used to have body image issues. Still do. Which is why I projected that I needed a Twin Flame to be as hot as a conscious Ashton Kusher.

I thought I had to have a man like that to be happy in life. My Twin Flame, as it turned out, has reddish hair and a very red beard, which I was NOT expecting and it took me time to get used to. I’m picky! He’s not dark and tan like the man I always fantasized about. He gets sunburnt on Sundays at brunch. Before I met him, I was sure I had to have a tan muscle-man in order to feel satisfied.

Hogwash!

Believe me, my Twin Flame has a sexy body. Great arms, broad shoulders I can grab onto and sink my teeth in. But he’s real. He is man and God, but boy is there no escaping that he (like me) is a raw and real human.

I have never felt comfortable with my human body, and my Twin Flame often reflects my discomfort

He’s sexy and yet he’s human. Along with the orange beard, he’s got occasional breakouts on his back (sorry babe, hope I can share!). I’m like, “Babe, it’s time to do a back facial to get rid of that bacne! Boys are so lazy. How can you tolerate bacne?!” and he’s like “Woman, men don’t care about that $hit, leave me alone my back is fine.” Then I attack him with a back brush or yummy salt scrub–and he likes it because it reminds him of being groomed by his mother. We play-fight and it’s fun.

He’s teaching me to chill about my female primping and preening perfectionist tendencies!

What you thought you wanted wasn’t always real. The key pieces that were soul aligned came true:

He’s beautiful inside and out
He’s spiritually awake
He has a heart of gold
Our soul purposes align
We love each other as God/Goddess
Our desire for birthing star children aligns

Is it important that I look like Barbie or that he’ll be my Ken? Nahhhh.

Will Jack look like a GQ model always and forever? Sometimes he does actually, but as we turn gray some day together, I won’t care about the fact that he doesn’t always scrub his back. Plus, I am starting to get more cellulite and I have to love myself there.

What I am most excited about is the way that he makes me feel, and how I get to make him feel. I am an empath, and so is he; so it pays of to bliss each other out. We adore and love each other. We stick each other out in the hard ugly hairy scary moments.

What’s more is that I am so ready to collaborate deeply with our soul purposes in business, with the new earth eco village dreams I have had, and in raising children. What can I say is more sacred than these pieces? I am lucky, and proud that my Twin Flame is a perfect reflection of me and I will continue to do my very best to live myself and of course thus love him too!

Twin Flame Hypnosis: A Channeled Healing Meditation to Heal the Pain and Call in Your Beloved

by Dr Amanda Noelle | May 10, 2015 | Twin Flame Love, Twin Flame Runner and Chaser, Twin Flame Signs | 0 comments

Have you been desiring more love in your life? Do you want to release the fear, and replace it with pure Divine infinite love? Are you ready to let go of Twin Flame fakes and release Twin Flame runner issues?

Whether you are a woman who is ready to call in your Twin Flame, or just enter into a self-love healing space, this might be the right medicine for you. Experience the breathtaking Twin Flame Reunion inside you.

In this video for Twin Flame women, you’ll participate in a journey of healing with this Twin Flame Guided Meditation, be hypnotize to be ready in calling in your Twin Flame with healing guidance and activation.

You are pure love. Relax and Enjoy!

By Dr. Amanda Noelle, the Twin Flame Matchmaker.

My Pleiadian Awakening, Fukushima Disaster, and Planetary Healing

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Nov 19, 2013 | Uncategorized | 0 comments

The following story is 100% true, which is why I’m afraid to share it – because you’ll probably think I’m crazy! But here goes anyway, my soul says I have to:

My Pleiadian Awakening

About 2 years ago, I woke up early in the morning, and to my surprise, I wasn’t in my bed. Nope, I wasn’t even on earth – I was on the Pleiades, at a healing center/lab, where two spirit guides were working on me. One of them turned to the other and said, “I think she’s conscious.”

Slightly confused, groggy, and a little scared, I tried to make sense of what was happening to me. I was laid out on a healing table, and was connected to some sort of high-tech healing contraption. I couldn’t move my head or body. “Excuse me?” I asked them telepathically, “What’s going on here?” “We’re your Pleiadian spirit guides,” they responded telepathically, “We work with you regularly when you sleep at night. You are receiving a sound healing. Don’t worry, everything is OK.”

I asked my Pleiadian spirit guides for their names.

They told me that they were Sarah (pronounced Sar-agh) and Reido. Sarah was a brunette female, and Reido was an Asian-looking male. I then heard a sound coming from INSIDE my head, like chimes were being played in the center of my brain. It was a very strange sensation! Then, I heard another sound, which was less comforting. It sounded like a Darth Vader drone, a strange vacuum noise. I think my guides sensed my unease, and explained:

“We’re removing nuclear disaster energy from your body. You are part Pleiadian, and you have agreed to work with us [the Pleiadians] to absorb nuclear disaster energy so that we can clear it from your body when you sleep at night. You are helping disseminate nuclear disaster energy to keep earth safe.”

Ah, oooo-kaaaaaay…Good to know.

I awoke a few minutes later, happy to be back safe in my bed. Strangely, everything in my dream seems to align with the information written in books that I have since read about the Pleiadians, their healing technologies, and nuclear disaster prevention. I’ve always felt like I was from a different planet, and am very captivated by the Pleiades. I am honored to have become more conscious of my connection there, and understand why I’ve often felt like an alien!

It’s time to take action and save the planet

Why I am motivated to post this publicly is because I feel we need to take urgent action. The gravity of the nuclear disaster in Fukushima and its impact on Japan and the West Coast is growing. If there is another earthquake in Japan, environmental scientists have said, “It’s bye bye Japan. And everybody on the West Coast of North America should evacuate.” I’m not trying to frighten you. We Lightworkers, humans, and starbeings alike need to come together and pray about this. Global Meditation For Fukushima is a group helping organize group-prayer and healing, as well as Reiki for Fukushima, Japan, and Earth. Get sound healing, ask your crystal children for healing, mediate, eat seaweed etc, activate yourself, and practice tantra. Most of all, tune into LOVE.

Becoming aware of the ‘Fuck-You-She-Mar’ energies

So I posted my crazy Pleiadian experience on Facebook and was dumbfounded by how many other women had similar stories of being connected to their Star Homes. Here is one letter written to me that I found fascinating by Rosa, a soul sister FB friend:

“Hey Amanda!

Absolutely blown away by what you posted of your Pleiadian experience! I had the the craziest dream about four months ago and I was sitting by a lake surrounded by Pleiadian women who were showing me how to infuse water with healing frequencies and they also told me that Fukushima means Fuck, You, She (Divine Feminine) Mar as in (mare, sea), and it was an attack against the beautiful mother ocean and I was in so much pain crying and asking, What can we do?? And they told me that women will be taking in this negativity and transmuting it. We contracted to do this. Our heart energy can literally transform it into love and light. I can see specific symbols and codes in your aura that are to do with the feminine christ and I’m absolutely blown away and in awe of the light that you carry!!! We are so lucky to have you on this planet…so so grateful. Thankyou for reminding me of the help that we have from our star family who are always with us and thankyou for all that you are and all that you do.

Big love and hugs,

Rosa”

The Shakinah, Divine Feminine is rising through the ocean. Stella Marie, Aphrodite, Venus, Mary Magdalene, Sophia, are some of her names. The ocean of emotion within us that has been holding toxic anger, repression, raping, bloodshed caused by anger and patriarchal heartless decisions. Let us rise the Divine Feminine within our lives and our oceans for our bliss and that of the new generations. In respect of the Great Mother.

To clear these energies, tune into love, Divine Love, the magic medicine that can clear and heal nuclear energies instantly. That will connect all humans through our heartspace. That will connect all the nuclei of all the water molecules in the world, dancing at love. Release the fears.

How to turn nuclear energy it ‘new clear energy?’

To clear Fukushima energy, ask your Pleiadian and Galactic Family of Light for help. They are your future selves that have gone through the same mistakes we have. Call not onto fear but onto your Higher Self and your highest truth. Embody the Divine Mother in the darkest hour, and you will create a diamond of light to shine through. Take actions now to heal pollution, reduce emissions, and to build bliss and Divine Love- the greatest transmuters of darkness into Light.

Let us pray

“Let us pray together to purify the oceans and her inhabitants, to protect and honor our Mother Earth as we heal humanity, ourselves, and beyond. May we call for help from the Starry Nations as well. Let us remember our infinite divine powers and step into our missions with two feet, so that darkness is transformed into the greatest crystalline Light of Oneness, as we build our Heaven on Earth.”

ABC News Fukushima Video

Finally, you can educate yourself about the matter with the clip ABC News released about Fukushima here, and share the word with your tribe:

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In love and deep respect,

Dr. Amanda Noelle

Dr. Amanda Noelle, also known as the Twin Flame Matchmaker, helps spiritual women awaken to their Divine Feminine so they can heal the planet through self-love and the Twin Flame Union.