Does it ever feel like everyone around you eventually leaves you?
Do you sometimes wonder if anyone will ever want you for you?
I’m not just talking about your Twin Flame…I’m talking about real love enfolding you, and never leaving you.
I have spent many years of my life single, longing for deeper connections, and downright lonely.
Sometimes I’ve been invited to fun parties with Soul Family and friends, and yet still felt alone in my world.
Other years I was just plain alone.
Social gatherings can even stimulate thoughts like:
“Am I loveable?”
“Why aren’t they connecting with me?”
“Will anyone ever want me/get me/marry me?”
And sometimes we don’t get invited to the parties or asked out on dates by anyone of quality, or at times even anyone.
Beloved, do you struggle with the following abandonment issues?
Feeling sad that your truest love lied to you, cheated on you, or left you down in a ditch (what a effing b*tch!)…or it just didn’t work out and you miss them
Fearing that friends will eventually leave you or lose their loyalty
Thank God your family loves you…or do they even really know you?
Finding yourself wondering if relationships are real at all, or just based on neediness
Until not that long ago, I often found myself being abadnoned or betrayed–often by the people I loved and trusted most. I called in Twin Flame Runner energy and Twin Flame Counterfeits.
I’ve decided that fear of abandonment is a normal human experience–especially for women.
The Sacred Wound of the Divine Feminine is fear of abandonment by her Divine Masculine Counterpart.
I want to help you help feel more connected to others than ever, so you can say goodbye to the loneliness of heartbreak forever.
#1 Tip to Heal Abandonment: Go dig into the pain.
Dig into your abandonment fears.
Face them.
Stay in alone tonight, and close all the shades. Turn off your distractions, and feel the pain arise.
Wallowing in it, and breathing in your loneliness is the greatest gift you can give yourself at this time…
Because if we don’t face our isolation, we’d be running from our issues!
No one will love you if you don’t feel your pain and love yourself in it.
When a woman runs from her abaonment issues, guess what will happen to her?
Abandonment comes to hunt her down.
Her sadness, her pain, her abandonment stuff will only grow louder and louder in all of her relationships.
Maybe this has already happened to you?
Have you ever found yourself in a partnership or social group where you were running from your loneliness together?
The bonds of sex, intimacy, and conversations served as a noise to distract you from your pain.
Perhaps if we just listened to our lone internal howling wolf crying her song of loneliness, we’d actually be able to shut the f*ck up and actually connect with each other…
Loneliness is deep medicine…
To be honest, I have struggled with dark feelings of isolation, loneliness, and “I don’t belong” since…well as long as I can remember.
I was born a different type of soul with a specific vibrational field and purpose. My different rhythm made me feel like an outsider.
As a child, my loneliness kept me feeling like i didn’t belong on the group, or on the planet at all. Most of high school and college I spent pretending to fit in but I felt alien there too…
I slept with my first boyfriend hoping sex and intimacy would bandage my pain, but when he left and the bandage was ripped off, I was ripped in two!
I think my biggest problem during my younger years wasn’t my actual loneliness—it was my fear that if anyone found out that I was lonely, I’d be seen as a freak.
So, I pretended to fit in as the overachiever blond volleyball player. I wanted to be well-liked and popular, and while I had my moments, I felt like I would die if anyone found out my big bad secret…
I Love My Loneliness (and alone time)!
Claiming this piece and allowing myself to face my shadow within loneliness and isolation is how I met Jack and how to call in your Twin Flame.
Are you afraid that if your Beloved knew about your fears of abandonment that you’d just shrink over in horror and humiliation?
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What Is Feminine Energy?
Ten Ways to Boost Your Feminine Energy
Feminine energy is a powerful healing energy that allows us to open to receiving. Feminine, referred to as yin energy in Traditional Chinese Medicine, is an energy that tends to be more calm, compassionate, and caring.
Without the feminine, we’re in trouble...
Everyone--both men and women--have masculine or feminine energy, and that these energies must be balanced. Many people, even women, are lacking feminine energy (or are hiding their feminine side) in the overly-masculine world.
In the modern world, women are expected to be more nurturing, soft, and beautiful while being successful and sexy. We’re expected to be mothers and CEO, romantics and leaders. The past history where women were once suppressed is crumbling as women quickly break the chains. We are calling out old behaviors, creating #metoomovements, and are stepping away from the patriarchy.
This year, I’ve been reclaiming my passion for writing again, despite the fact that I have a slight learning disability that makes it really easy to make typos, get distracted, and become incredibly self-critical.
I used to struggle with low self-esteem, feeling stupid, not good enough, and it petrified me from sharing my voice through writing. When I did write, it was like pulling teeth, and I had to edit my work like a million times. It was no walk in the park.
It didn’t help that I am now writing about esoteric ‘woo woo’ topics (part of the job as a Twin Flame Matchmaker) that often brings up a lot of my insecurities (like Will they think I’m crazy?!)
As a Twin Flame Matchmaker with a successful private practice, writing has been a key way to access new clients while expressing my heart and soul with the world.
Yet just a few years ago I was blocked in my writing, in my career, in my finances, and in my power. I drove myself so crazy with my blocks, that I nearly wanted to leave the planet because I knew how far away I was from living my talents, dreams, and soul-purpose.
Wahooo….I broke free!
This year’s writing breakthrough helped me heal myself, and my writing has really made an impact on my BLI$$ness (business + bliss + big buck$) which recently hit 6-figures. I am still in shock after making 4-figures all through my 20s! The key secrets to my writing and BLI$$ness success is speaking from my heart, not caring what people think, and being in service while loving myself as a High-Healed Priestess. Bet you didn’t see that coming, did ya?
Writing was love-hate for me before this year. I hated deadlines, feared critics, and knew that I’d be making loads of ‘mistakes,’ typos, and grammatical errors. Unless I hired a professional editor (which cramps my style and just didn’t appeal), I knew I’d be baring my ass out to the world, which was just embarrassing! Yet I was called to spread Light, share my message, and teach others that they too could be Lightworkers changing the world without having to be perfect. Oh, and get paid in the process!
Me writing in my ‘office with a view’ in Crete, Greece
I just love getting paid to write while helping people, like I used to do in my early 20s when I was an expat nutrition and fitness writer in Shanghai (which never made me much money, but it was a start and I was less self-conscious because there was so little competition there as most writers wrote in Chinese!).
Though I am not yet technically a ‘paid writer’ directly through articles or books, I am paying myself with the income I gain from clients who find me via search engines using words like “twin flame soulmate” and “goddess of abundance!” So my writing dreams have come alive again in the most unexpected way!
How to make money off your blog (a few tips):
There is no one right way to make blogs pay off. I know my way has been fast and effective, and it doesn’t include making money directly from the blog, but comes from people finding me through my blog. Blogs can make you good money if you know how to convert readers into paying clients or customers. I highly recommend selling high-end services or products if you’re brand-spakingin’ new in your biz. I would have starved to death if I started selling products at $5-50/pop. I see most spiritual people writing blogs and doing services by donation (e-begging) and it makes me so sad to see those PayPal icons when I know they could be helping people while making good money from their high-end services or products.
Selling is also a big piece of the picture, but I will talk about that in other blogs. Mainly I wanted to reiterate how beneficial it has been for me to gain readers via the blog, gain their trust, and then convert them into paying clients whom I love! These Soulmate Clients burst my heart open with joy, and they feel like they know me before even meeting me because of my blogs (and YouTube/social media posts as well). My clients almost always tell me they hire me because they appreciate my rawness, my weirdness, and my unique flavor. It’s almost as if they can recognize that we are soul family before even meeting me, simply by reading my blog or viewing my YouTube channel. And what a marketing time-saver, instead of marketing to individuals over and over – blogs make you money while speaking to a vast number of peeps! Love the spiritual leverage.
Selling through your spiritual blog is really awesome!
Luckily, I have a magical gift in selling to my Soulmate Clients (soul family members who receive your soul-purpose based services in exchange for financial currency). I am super psyched to be teaching my students at Aphrodite University how to use my Seductive Selling tips to their Soulmate Clients who visit their sites! Because I have converted my blog readers, Facebook followers, and YouTube viewers into paying clients, my 6-figure BLI$$ness has taken me to magical and exotic travel destinations this year, which has unleashed a creative beast in me. I highly recommend trying to make money as a spiritual healer, teacher, writer, Lightworker – your bliss saves your own life as it saves the world!
My perfectionism got converted into my pleasurerrectionism!
What’s more, is that I’ve learned to accept my typos as ‘quirks’ and have really let go of perfectionism! This yielded way more readers, better blogs (if you ask me), and wayyyyyy more pleasure on my part. Because of this, I have successfully been able to write a blog a week (and sometimes several per day because I get so excited!). Blog writers’ block GONE….Cheers to having overcome a diagnosed learning ‘BLI$$ability,’ healing shame about the way I learn and express myself. Anyone can do this, because if I can do it, so can you sister!
My writing adventures have taken me and come with me abroad this year. I have made several blog entries on my pink Macbook Pro Retina from San Francisco, Greece, Italy, Costa Rica, and Los Angeles. My favorite writing local was a remote spot on Crete overlooking the ocean, where I got to access internet via my iPhone’s SIM card. Oh, it was from an ancient cave, a house built right into the cave wall! The views of the ocean, olive groves, and mountains were stunning, and I believe my creativity cracked open on Crete this year (as well as my inner cretan who just doesn’t care what others think about me!).
I highly recommend visiting Crete to rekindle your ties to Ancient Atlantis, if you feel connected and called. Everyone I know who has gone there has come back with the souvenir of more creativity, an Atlantean activation, and a Higher Self soul-alignment. I highly recommend traveling with your writing to wherever your heart and Higher Self guides you, you won’t regret it.
To me, writing has become an indulgence that happens to help some people (or at least that’s what they’re telling me), that helps me express the real me, that gets my ideas and thoughts solidified. Oh, and expressing my inner love and putting it out there into cyberspace brings me a great deal of joy. Finally, the BLI$$ buck$ that naturally seems to be following are a hoot too!
It’s time for you too, baby…
It’s so cool that I’ve used my ‘imperfect brain’ to build a 6-figure BLI$$ness I love! I never would have imagined that my fun goofy side that loves to roll with the punches, channel Pleiadian Light, and be as wild and woo woo and as weird as I want to be could be appreciated, paid, and professional all at the same time! Check out my blog to help you bust blog perfectionism here.
I say YES to loving and living your dream and writing it all out like a giant ongoing love letter to the world. I say go now, no matter how low your self-esteem is, how imperfect you are, or how stupid you believe you are. I say, the weirder, the better. The world has been suffering of boredom for centuries and it’s making us all sick in the head!
You can achieve your dreams, your bliss, your abundance…Because you are a holy friggin’ awesome child of God/dess and the world needs your love and wisdom and woo woo magic! That’s all the recipe takes. Now go bliss, bless, and blog your heart out to the world in 2014.
All you have to do to attract your Twin Flame is be in bliss in all seven chakras
The Law of Twin Flame Attraction states that in order to meet and marry your Twin Flame, you must meet, marry, and integrate yourself first. This takes aligning yourself in a healthy and loving way on all levels: body, mind, and spirit, and in all 7-chakras. When your aura sings at the seven-chakra sweet song of your own soul, your soulmate ‘hears’ it telepathically and you both can connect with each other through your (shared) Higher Self, as Twin Flames share the same Higher Self.
Phew! Sounds kinda tough, right? For most 30 and 40-something women, we struggle within something big in our lives, that we haven’t been able to completely overcome. Whether it’s an issue with our body image, self-esteem, sugar-addiction, financial issue, relationship addiction, fear of being vulnerable, etc., our past still haunts us and blocks us from our Twin Flame attraction.
A CUPCAKE TO TWIN FLAME ACTIVATE!
The thing I see blocking my clients most frequently regarding Twin Flame Love is the wounded Inner Child. Therefore, I have devoted an entire blog about…CUPCAKES!! A cupcake to Twin Flame Activate. Yep, with a sprinkle of magic, the sweetness of the Universe, and a little goddess elbow grease, you can have your Twin Flame cake, and eat it too.
I HEART cupcakes. It’s been an obsession since forever, and it got worse when they became a trend back in 2008. What is it about these tiny individual sized portions of cake that makes me feel so in love? Is it their little sweet mountaintops of pure rich creamy sugar? The cuteness of their mini-size? I wonder: how does one go on living without one tiny little cupcake every so often, when they are so cute, so nurturing, happy-hormone producing, and reminiscent of five-year-old birthday parties?
As I sit here writing and nibbling on a cupcake, I feel compelled to share my theory: no matter how you frost it, indulging in things that bring you joy (and in my case today it’s cuppies), allows us to exude light and bliss to the world which…WHAM helps you attract whatever we want, which includes our Twin Flame. Bliss is simply another term for Twin Flame Love; amping up the bliss revs up our Twin Flame energies as well.
Great cupcakes are better than so-so sex with the wrong partner.
I wanted to tell you: cupcake therapy is one totally acceptable and awesome way to nurture and celebrate your Inner Child. And a happy Inner Child within the adult makes a happier, sexier, more grounded whole woman. Hence, whole adult woman+happy inner child = sexy soulmate magnet material. So if you are every bit as passionate about these tiny little gems as I am, eat up (maybe like once or twice a week?), enjoy every morsel, and in doing so you are a few bites closer to Mr. Right!
Interview with a cupcake. If cupcakes could talk, or at least the cupcakes that I eat could talk, here is what they would say. And my take on the matter too…
RANDOM CUPCAKE SECRETS 101
1) When eating a cupcake, you don’t ever have to grow up
When you eat us cupcakes, it’s OK to momentarily say to yourself “I don’t wanna grow up!” And it’s TRUE! For those parts of yourself that want to stay and enjoy being childlike. Let me state it bluntly to your Inner Child: You don’t. Ever. Have to. Growing up!
The parts of yourself that are ready to grow up will grow up, but your inner child may never want to do that! So live with it kiddo, take another bite, and enjoy the sugary rush as the frosting stickies your fingertips. If you decide to grow up, the tiny tike in you, you will only do so out of sheer excitement anyway.
Allowing yourself to be a child in the appropriate spaces, allows for her (your Inner Child) to have special time to shine and enjoy life. You will then have more “inner mom freedom” and energy to focus on adult projects with more efficiency and pleasure. Trust me: there’s nothing like an unhappy, nagging inner child while you’re on an adult date, trying to work, or trying to workout at the gym!
2) Little shameless pleasures
Be that little girl smeared with frosting writhing in joy and sheer pleasure. To the Inner Child, the concept of anything but “me me me,” being the moment, and sensory stimuli doesn’t exist. She is shameless about her self-love to the extreme. She doesn’t care about diets or what boys think of her yet.
As a sensual woman, you need stimulation. You need to give yourself to have shameless pleasure. Try eating a cupcake practicing a shamelessness in the way you eat it. Don’t judge yourself about the calories, the crumbs, the speed. Just do it to pleasure yourself and notice what you feel.
3) Create community like cupcakes do
Yo, we cupcakes come in batches, and while we’re independent, we’re part of a tribe. And so are you! You need to have your soul-family tribe around you to create the same sort of sweet-treat life that we cupcakes have.
Creating community is an important step in building a Twin Flame relationship, as it will support the relationship, prevent codependency and boredom, and keep the energy real fresh! Never get your relationship get stale, and always frost it with a good dose of dancing, community spiritual gathering, and celebrating!
4) Colorful treats really do make life sweet…in moderation.
The bright pretty artificial cupcake frosting, though now we know may be cancerous, seems so nurturing to the inner child! Solution: find healthy ways to add fun and color into your life. I make a mean batch of gluten-free chocolate cupcakes with coconut milk based frosting that is tinted bright PINK with raspberry juice. Organic raspberries on top and a few chocolate shavings for contrast, and you have a very pretty all-natural cupcake. I’ve even made them with organic coconut sugar, it’s low-glycemic, so you don’t get the sugar rush or trigger sugar-related health issues as much.
Find ways to take the good stuff from childhood, and convert the “bad stuff” into good stuff. I also integrate color into my life everywhere. My house. My gym bag. My clothes. My tooth brush. Being an adult doesn’t mean you have to switch over to brown, black, grey, navy, and white. Just because you’re all grown up in age doesn’t mean that you have to turn into a boring old man! Cupcakes are here to remind us that it’s OK to allow your true colors to shine through, especially the funny frilly pink and bright ones that get edited out say when you’re in a job interview or on a first date.
Dare: I dare you my little Cupcake, as the bright, fun, sexy woman you are, to try wearing something bright and colorful to your next first date, or evening soiree. Rock the neon pink earrings, the swirly bright blue dress. Be unafraid, let your Inner Cupcake and Inner Child shine and you’ll only attract men who are free and fun with their inner little one!
Many frosting-coated blessings to you (healthy natural organic raw frosting that is)!
Thanks for reading this, I think this was one of the most random blog posts I’ve ever let flow out of me, and I know it came in part from my huge Inner Child who wants to share this sweetness with you. She says that you are beautiful, lovely, and you deserve to be together with your Twin Flame. You don’t have to eat your sadness, swallow your tears, or keep digesting old fears. My Inner Child says that she loves you and wants you not to feel alone anymore, because you are surrounded by loving angels, soul-family, and those who love you. Your Twin Flame Union is near!
“Your love is like a poison to the demons that slither across the Earth.”
When you are a Twin Flame Matchmaker, you must create sacred shamanic space for your Twin Flame work. Sometimes in creating these spaces, you hit a snakelike energy that wants to interrupt your ritual, wants it not to happen. It’s as if a viper is telling you that you’re not welcome to spread and ignite the Twin Flame Light.
Yes. There are times where I get hunted for spreading Twin Flame Love across the planet. But as a huntress who has learned a lot about working with dark and Light, I know that the fastest way to cleanse out this dark force-funky is through love and, ironically, with Kundalini blasts.
We must must unlock the loving Twin Flame energies that rise up our spines; we must then direct this love towards the darkness to transmute it to Light. Being full of endless divine love, we become like a venomous snake to these snakes. As you too are a Goddess of Love incarnate. It’s our job to rise the Love and to never surrender! No matter how scary it seems or even how silly we look!
This week, I am clearing an ancient astral space that corresponds to Twin Flame Energies and to the Divine Mother on Earth, Also known as the Magdalene, Maria, Mare, Mar (ocean), Atlantis, Aphrodite, Ashtarte, Innana, Kuan Yin, Venus, Earth Tribes, Native Nations, and Shakinah. I must be a Warrior of the Light, and be steady with my Love . You are part of a group of ancient High Priestesses Light Workers who are no longer willing to live a lie, who are called to Twin Flame Reunion and ultimately to awaken to your Divine Self. Your soul calls out to wake up, to shake it up, to writhe, and to create the Golden Era.
I cannot serve this next wave of High Priestesses until this snake energy is cleared. So, I ask for your prayers and love this week as I go to “war” with love and Kundalini as my only weapons. I invite you to pray for your Twin Flame this week, and to feel the Light of the Divine Mother growing ever stronger in your heart.
For those of you who are at an advanced level of Kundalini Awakening, please send your orgasmic light (if you feel called and safe) to transmute these serpents of limitation. And bring forth more Golden Light and love to Gaia.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Dr. Amanda Noelle, Twin Flame Matchmaker, helps stellar spiritual women attract their Twin Flames at light speed so they can carry out large soul purposes and birth Starchildren.
You don’t. Ever. Have to. Growing up! 
For those of you who are at an advanced level of