by Dr Amanda Noelle | Apr 4, 2014 | Uncategorized |
He loves me, he loves me not…. Is that your question? Wanna tell for sure if your crush likes you and save us all some time (especially your girl friends who hear you nagging all the time about your crush!?). This article contains some sound spiritual and practical advice that will help you tell if a guy is into you, or if you’re just wasting your time.
While there are no cookie-cutter rules, as a Twin Flame Matchmaker, I have seen some patterns in my clients and friends that did or should have saved my girls a bunch of time! So let me break it down for you. The main rule is that you gotta think of yourself first, and focus less on attracting him or pleasing him. If he likes you, he’ll like you as you are, not because you’re trying to impress him.
Note that men like a hunt, and the more you try to strut your stuff or prove it to him that you’re fabulous, the more he’ll want to pull away. Don’t do the work for him! Let men do the hunting. Don’t make it easy for them either. Gently and subtly flirt and let them know you’re available. Then use these tools to see if he likes you.
But first, this heart-warming story about Sarah, a dear soul sister of mine who found out if her crush wanted her back. She was madly attracted to her crush Joe, but wasn’t sure if Joe actually liked her back. Her attraction was driving her mad and yet she didn’t know how to tell if he was into her. It was killing her!
I gave her some advice and she said it would be OK to share our written experience here (FB messages) so you can save some time and find your soulmate/Twin Flame too!

Facebook conversation with Sarah (SS) and me (Dr. N)
SS: “There is this guy that I really like. He and I are in a short film together, and on Thursday we went out for coffee. I’ve liked him for a few months now and I have no idea where to begin when it comes to subtle flirting. Could you give me some advice?”
Dr. N: “Let him ask you out again, but if he doesn’t you can joke with him like, “When are you going to ask me out for another coffee?!” If he’s too shy he’s not the one for you. Men hunt, women get hunted, if he’s not hunting, don’t force it…it just means he’s not ready.”
SS: “Okay. Thank you!! I don’t know, there is just something about him that makes me want to be close to him. It’s interesting, that’s for sure haha.”
Dr. N: “You can even tell him that! If he’s feeling the same thing he’ll be very glad you saved him time!”
SS: I took your advice! It worked in a way I wasn’t expecting it to though. The guy I told you about wasn’t into me the way I thought, so I said alright, I will focus on myself. Since then I have been doing better than ever!! There is this really great guy who wants to take me out sometime, him and I have been nonstop flirting for the past month. It’s been crazy, but thank you for the help you have me a couple months ago!
Dr. N: “Awe, that melts my heart! It’s better to get someone to treat you like a queen than wait around for someone who isn’t in soul alignment. You are fabulous and a perfect gem – glad you found someone who appreciates your spark! What a fun story.”
Women around the world are stepping into their power, their beauty, and their self-worth. We are figuring out our worth – that we are precious jewels and that we are no longer willing to sit around waiting for some guy to come around and make us happy.
We are done staying in fear, stuck, silent, and living behind veils of shame, shyness, insecurity. I myself used to suffer from all of the above, and had major body image issues and low self-esteem issues that would block me like a dark veil from getting what I wanted in relationships and in almost everything (especially money).

It’s important to read the clues to tell if a guy likes you, and if he isn’t into you, you need to back off. Otherwise if you keep pining after a fantasy, you will get trapped in believing this false true love is a Twin Flame Runner, which leads to intense heartache and even feelings of insanity.
This is what they don’t teach you when you’re first learning how to date. No one encourages you to have self-esteem and to date selfishly and to take care of your own needs first. That’s what I do with my clients. And it attracts very high vibrational men! The first step is to own that you want to be loved and liked as much as you love and like him. So you gotta ask the universe for this first – to be loved 50/50% – a step most women skip! Then you have to get real and see if he’s really that into you…Let’s go back to high school and revisit the rules on how to tell if he’s into you!
How to tell if a guy likes you, top 5 ways to tell:
1) Flirt and see if he flirts back. Sarcastic jokes count as flirting to some guys so this might not be the easiest way to tell…
2) Hint for him to take you out or ask you out. If he is ready, he will take the hint and GO FOR IT!
3) Make eye contact with him and see if he can hold it. Does he hold your gaze or look away? That will tell!
4) Make slight physical contact – touch his shoulder, hand, etc., and see how he reacts – does he freeze up or open to your touch?
5) Be friendly. Does he laugh at your jokes, commit to his word, reach out to you energetically?
What if you can’t take any of the above steps you ask? Then you’re not ready for a relationship. A relationship starts by stepping into your fears, taking your veils down, of being intimate and exposed and seeing if someone wants to be the real you. If you are not there yet, don’t worry: simply focus on loving yourself. A good therapist, coach, friend, or counselor will help. Work on boosting your self-esteem and self-love first.
The good news is, if he doesn’t like you – like in Sarah’s case – you won’t be wasting your time and you will open up the doors to actually meeting someone who can deeply care about you. Enough living in a fantasy world trying to make someone like you who isn’t really even good for you. If he likes you, then move forward.
If you have been running after Twin Flame Runners, don’t feel alone, there is no shame in this. You can break the pattern (and it is just a blueprint, and doesn’t reflect your lovability or magnificence!). Many women and clients I have worked with become obsessed with a guy who doesn’t appear to love them back, and I feel that this is part of a blueprint we women must face. The answer resides in loving ourselves and becoming more discerning. Be willing to let go of something or someone you thought was true love and throw it back into the ocean. There are indeed many fish in the sea, and your Twin Flame will be the one that is easy and who sticks around to love and support you through the journey. Throw the ones back who don’t respond with commitment and love, and if they come back running for you, well then, great! You got your Twin Flame soulmate!
Dr. Amanda Noelle is a Twin Flame Matchmaker to spiritualistas, celebs, and stellar women. She’s also the Founder of Aphrodite University.

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Mar 24, 2014 | Uncategorized |
Quit your hiding, step out of shame! Step into the spotlight to spread light and heal the world!
Starseeds, healers, light workers, High-Healed Priestesses, we need you to come out of hiding! I meet and witness so many incredible light workers on the planet who are afraid to come out into the public eye for they have perhaps been persecuted, shunned, or shamed in the
past, either in this children, this life time, or perhaps many past lives. In the past, it was wrong to be a healer, for you might be burnt at the stake for being a “witch” or sometimes even for being a woman period if you were unlucky. We might be holding toxic memories from the past that serve as the invisible veil blocking our light from really shining through. We believe in some weird way, deep down on some subtle or real level that the Divine Feminine must still hide, that the Christ Force energy isn’t worthy of being in the spotlight, or that it’s more humble and helpful to heal from the sidelines.
Here is a link to my video about Starseeds Soul Purpose:
I don’t think so! It’s time to step into the spotlight my Starseed friend or High-Healed Priestess sister. It’s time to take back your power, time to take back your light, and to spread it as a global leader, healer, and teacher. It’s the only way to return the crown chakra back on the temple! We 7th chakra-advanced light workers need to be every bit as starry as the celebes in Hollywood – what if every star out there were an activated star? I do see that many of the Hollywood stars are potent yet often unconscious Starseeds. I cannot wait to help activate these people into Divine Love. But until then, we Starseeds too must take back our visibility as leaders. Sure, we effed up in Atlantis and may not have been fully rocking our mission over the past 5,000 years since the fall of Egypt, but we’ve been trying our best and the dark times are over! Grrrl, it’s time to step back up on your High-Healed Priestess pedestal and SHINE with the Divine!
I also feel that we can shine in unique ways – not everyone has to be an alpha star. You are perhaps a delicate woman, sensitive healer, and can be in the spotlight in a gentle way that suits you. Perhaps in a more yin way, in the ‘moonlight,’ you will embody the spotlight by exposing your compassion, vulnerability, and femininity. Whatever you do, be yourself.
I have invented a term called Divine Feminine modeling.
It’s so freeing to get your picture taken and share it in your marketing materials, in social media, etc. It can be scary too, but that’s part of the High-Healed Priestess initiation right!
I call doing photo shoots for your bli$$ness ‘Divine Feminine modeling’ and it says to the world, “I am here! I am Divinely Feminine. And I am beautiful!” Wouldn’t you want to hire someone who says that? And wouldn’t it be nice if everyone felt truly beautiful and we all celebrated our human and celestial forms?
One of my biggest inspirations of a Divine Feminine model is Miss Angelica Georgiles who is a healer, holistic health coach, animal lover, model, and High Priestess Professor at Aphrodite University. Angelica inspires me because she clearly struts her stuff from a place of self-love and honoring her viewers. She’s not afraid to be beautiful or powerful, yet she doesn’t do it in a snobby or better than thou vibe. When I look at Angelica I go, “Whoa she’s beautiful, I want to embody the goddess like that!”
When I see such gorgeous images of High-Healed Priestess women now I am no longer jealous, insecure, or back-stabbing. Nope! Not at all. Instead, I see them as reflections of me, as mirrors to my own beauty at least energetically. I used to be competitive, insecure, have disordered eating and body image issues the size of Texas. It sucked having body dysmorphic disorder for a few years in my teens where I felt ugly, fat, and not good enough 24-7. I felt particularly insecure around other beautiful women. Women like Angelica would send me into a spiral of self-hatred and I’d plot how to do my hair, makeup, and fashion better and lose a few pounds or tone up. Thank goodness those days are over! Now I have learned the secret to feeling good around gorgeous goddesses!
Wanna know the secret to feeling gorgeous around other gorgeous goddesses?
It’s to appreciate beauty in other women, and to see all beauty as a reflection of yourself that is to be celebrated. I now actually enjoy looking at these beautiful amazing goddesses everywhere, going, “That’s my divine beauty embodied!” or “That’s what I want to feel, thank you for teaching me!” Wherever I go, beauty is my teacher.
I decided to become a Divine Feminine model last week. You should too!
It was all on a whim, and took about 20 minutes or so. Here’s how I became a sexy model, and how you can do it too in one hour or less:
1) Put on your favorite dress-up clothes (I have always lived for dress up since I was a kid!). Wear anything you like that makes you feel like a sexy tiger/ess…rrrr!
2) Break into a spa (like I did here at the little hotel while it was under construction – no one seemed to care). Or go to some swanky restaurant, hotel or lounge with a gorgeous background.
3) Take pictures of yourself, acting “as if” you are already a model. Work it baby! Own it!
4) Call in through the Law of Attraction and declare either in your head our out loud, “I am a sexy model!”
5) And so it is.
Divine Feminine modeling can help your bli$$ness grow.
Seriously sounds simple and even a little stupid, but Divine Feminine modeling is a great way to market yourself and get your energy out there. It will attract your high-paying Soulmate Clients and get the divine flow of dollars flowing into your account. Beauty can be converted to attention which becomes conversations which can turn into monayyy! So, if you are comfortable getting your picture taken, you will be able to market your bli$$ness (business + bliss + big buck$) way better. You will be positioning yourself in the spotlight as a leader and ambassador of the the Divine Feminine light.
Say you are a healer and people need to find you via the internet… Who is going to hire you if they can’t see a real image of you? Images and videos are one of today’s fastest ways of meeting someone. You see the image, get a visceral sense in your body of what their energy map is, feel them out, and decide in 3 seconds or less “I like this person!” Or even “That person Amanda Noelle is weird and there is something attractive about her freedom, I want to know more about her!” I have met many clients via social media and yes – I do include lots of images of me so people can feel me out. Often times my Soulmate Clients say that the moment they saw me on YouTube or in images, they knew that we were Soul Family and that they had to meet me/work with me. This will work the same with you.
Women and men in the spiritual community often make the huge bli$$ness mistake of hiding behind masks and never putting their face up on Facebook, and will have spiritual pseudonyms like Galactic Ra or Feather Priestess. They put celestial photos up as their profile pic
and never bare their face to the world. If you are doing this and want to make a difference on the planet, I suggest come out of hiding and be both galactic and human. Show your face and shine your unique little light as well as that massive Higher Self galactic light. You are embodied for a reason, and people want to meet and know you.
We often hide because we are ashamed of who we are. Yet we can make a bigger difference on the planet if we change that blueprint. If we become proud of who we are – and shouldn’t we be proud? We are made in the image of our Creator, and we co-created ourselves! We are pretty amazing divine creations. Now let’s celebrate that and step into roles of being leaders. Starseeds, healers, light workers, High-Healed Priestesses, we need you to come out of hiding!
Everyone is uniquely beautiful.
Why can only ‘real models’ who look like Twiggy, Kate Moss, or Cindy Crawford share their beauty and strut their stuff? When our community needs to celebrate you and your uniqueness on camera? EVERYONE is uniquely beautiful, I am serious! The Divine Feminine needs to be honored and appreciated in everyone, not just an elite few. That’s so old-paradigm.
I am no better than you or anyone, we’re all perfect divine reflections! And sometimes you just gotta celebrate yourself and each other. Especially when we feel vibrant and healthy–it’s nice to share with the world that we’ve taken care of our bodies. I bet a lot of models don’t actually take care of themselves; one of my friends who did some modeling in New York said a lot of models live off of a combo of green juice cleanses and coke (cocaine, not soda!). Hmmm…
Embrace your weirdness. Love your cellulite (and airbrush is great for hiding it if you feel like it, there’s no judgment in wanting to fake it! But remember, only Barbie doesn’t have cellulite and if you are over age 18 and don’t have cellulite you are a freak of nature).
Don’t be afraid to be sexy! Everyone is sexy who wants to be – stare down any dragons who want to steal, rape, or drain your energy for being a god/dess, for holding back your Divine Feminine Light, or your Shakinah sex magic.

Block and delete anyone from FB who creeps you out or speak with people if their compliments creep you out. There’s no need for letting your Flower of Life energy get tarnished by creeps. You can always send love to the creeps as you kick ’em to the curb. That’s what I do!
I have been a sexy model since I was 4, when I would put on dress up clothes (preferably a red tutu) and high heels and pose for my mother to take a pic. No one has ever paid me, encouraged me, or told me that I was a model, but I decided to be one today so I am.
Mom, I am sure that you’re not so happy with these sultry photos all over the web, but I am pretty happy to share my stuff – my spare happiness and my hippiness, my weirdness and even my beauty which I in-part inherited from you! Yes I am all over the web but so is life, and I am human, I am here!
My FB friends and fans, I dare YOU sexy peeps to do a sexy self-love photo shoot and share your sassiness, skin, and sexiness with the world! Feel free to tag me in it… and have FUN!

by Dr Amanda Noelle | Mar 13, 2014 | Uncategorized |
Today while swimming over a giant rose-shaped mound of coral the size of a tiny house, I heard a voice say, “You are
Mary Magdalene, Flower of Life from the sea.” Then I felt a kundalini activation rise through me, my cells and spie. I knew these words didn’t mean that I alone was Magdalene,
Jesus’ bride or anything crazy like that – no, it meant that Mary Magdalene was a symbol created through Divine Consciousness to remind us of the Flower of Life that we all are.We are based on the a sacred structure that all life is based on: the Flower of Life (see illustration below on the left). It has the same crystalline frequency that is held in coral, in water crystals, in silica-based crystals, in all life, and in all of us.

When we are 8-cells small as fetuses, we are actually embodying a tiny merkaba or Flower of Life is the basis of all life. Cool, huh!?
Now as fully formed human gods and goddesses, we are comprised of many of these Flowers of Life, as we are made of mostly water molecules which themselves are structured on the Flower of Life. When we become aware of our ‘Flower Power,’ we can choose to consciously activate its sacred geometry through prayer, mantras, tantra, holy water, 432 hz tuning forks, crystals, etc., or even a giant rose-shaped coral in the middle of the Indonesian Ocean This will help you harmonize your field, harness your Twin Flame Union, balance your energy, and clear out toxins from your body, mind, and spirit.

You are the Rose. You are the Flower of Life, the Divine Feminine essence in her fullest. As you start honoring yourself as the most sacred rose, the Divine Bride, and as you enter into the world as a High Priestess, you are embodying the most pure Magdalene Frequency. As you do so, you will begin to manifest a life of harmony, peace, Divine Love, and Twin Flame Love. Stepping into Her, you step into yourself. Vibrating at the Magdalene Frequency is the same as vibrating at the Divine Feminine essence of your soul whilst attracting in (by the Law of Opposites Attract) your Divine Masculine Energies.
Awakening into the Divine Feminine energies is an important path of stepping into the Divine Bridal Chamber and to attracting your Twin Flame, your Yeshua. I suggest turning on your Magdalene Frequency by using the following tips:
- Meditating using the Flower of Life – place it in all 7 chakras and even in your yoni or in the corners of the room to ground the room
- Call in the masculine version of the Flower of Life, the Merkaba (representing Yeshua) and penetrate the Merkaba structure into the Flower of Life
- Buy yourself vases of flowers
- Sprinkle red roses, white jasmine, and frangipani flower petals on your bed often
- Drink flower teas such as hibiscus, jasmine, chrysanthemum, and honey suckle often, to nourish your yin essence
- Spend time in nature, especially by bodies of water, meditating, praying, living in bliss
- Find and follow your passions, and turn them into your livelihood and lifestyle
- Dress in red, white and pink often
- Reclaim your Magdalene Energies in your hair; eliminate toxic chemicals from your hair, and anoint your hair in sacred essential oils and coconut oil often

Dr. Amanda Noelle is the founder of Aphrodite University. She helps women create 6 figure Bli$$nesses as High-Healed Priestesses who attract and live in alignment with their Twin Flame Union.
by Dr Amanda Noelle | Mar 5, 2014 | Uncategorized |
As microcosmic embodiments of the divine, and as reflections and conductors of everything else that is divine, we can choose to create emotional and natural disasters. But, we can also choose to transmute them or even create harmonized or even ecstatic emotional states and harmony in nature, or even rainbows!
When you start to ‘wake up’ on your ascension journey, you begin to recognize the connection of your own body to mother nature. You will notice small things like how the weather effects your mood, and eventually you will become powerful enough to notice how your mood effects the weather. As you go, you will also become conscious that you can navigate your mood, just like navigating a boat around or through a storm.
Yesterday I was on a boat back to the small island where I am staying in Indonesia. I noticed something strange facing me in the sky—a long tunnel-like cloud coming down into the ocean. It was a tornado forming a few miles out, and I had this strange feeling that it held a sacred message for me.
The locals were speaking excitedly and nervously in Indonesian. I asked a local if it was dangerous, and he said he didn’t know. I’m not a fan of natural disasters, and didnt like his unsure remark, so sat queazy for about 2 mins of initial freakout. Then, I remembered that I’m creating my reality! And that I can change it. That’s the first step in mastering both your emotions and preventing natural disasters.
Many of you know already that the universe is created by consciousness that has become solidified or encoded into third dimensional reality, and that it can always be recoded if we consciously choose so.
So I decided to see what the tornado truly was about in my creation, so I spoke to it.
It responded in one telepathic wave burst of energy – I am your fear and emotions! Yes, you are my fear—duh! It made perfect sense, as I’d been simmering in fear all day because I was on an intense day trip packed with stressful events. I had to pick up my visa extension at the Indonesian Embassy for my last 3 weeks here. Boating off of the tiny island that has felt like hime (I mean I’m pampered with a French hotel, Italian cafe, European and Australian find dining, and a car-free carefree quiet life. But on my day trip into the capital of Lombok, a burgeoning Indonesian larger island, I got to experience being in a Muslim country for the first time. We visited a mall where with women were shopping while covered up in veils, we shot through crazy traffic, saw McDonalds (that place really freaks me out), I dealt with friendly but supposedly corrupt government officials, and the monkeys, motorbikes, cows, and children crowded the street as the driver hurried past at 50+ miles/hour. My adrenaline had been running that day, and I was craving the nurturing energy of my safe calm space here on the island.

So I decided to convert my fear into love. Doing this is what has changed my life over the past few years from being lonely, low-energy, depressed, and broke into excited, wealthy, energized, and blissful!
There’s only fear and love in this universe. I choose love
It really helps to remind yourself of this truth often – I do it all the time and when I don’t I forget it and go into fear and go insane! Love is the only answer. That’s another favorite mantra. I choose love. You might choose to any of these mantras and write them down somewhere you’ll see them often like the bathroom mirror, office space, by your bed, or where you eat your meals. Your subconscious energies will align and you’ll choose love more and more quickly/easily.
Yes, loves that was my next step; I chose love and I literally blew out the tornado. I blew my own love at it, I felt my own Divine Feminine love filling my heart – then the tunnel of white almost instantaneously disappeared, it was time to disembark from the boat, and then it became the most beautiful purple blue pink sunset with thunderstorms back on the mainland where I came from.
We create everything – even the weather – which is why we can change it. I learned this from my friend Beate 10 years ago who told me she had a friend who could change the weather, make it rain for the crops, etc., and I was like “I wanna try that!” and more often than not it works for me. Not everyone will find this easy at first, and I believe it depends on your past-life experiences, your connection to consciousness, and your agreement/karma with Mother Nature. Oh, and I can’t change the weather all the time, that’s for sure, but all shamans are humans too and that’s part of the fun!
The big takeaway I hope you get from the article is that if you can shift the weather, you can shift anything – your mood, your intentions, your business, your flow of income, your ‘good fortune,’ etc. What are you ready to shift in yourself and in the world now?
All my love and magic,
Amanda
by Dr Amanda Noelle | Feb 26, 2014 | Twin Flame Signs, Twin Flame Spirituality, Uncategorized |
I pretty much experience earthly orgasmic ecstasy daily now, without drugs, shamanic medicine, medication, or even meditation really… But trust me, it wasn’t always that way…
Only two years ago, I was forced to heal myself from some pretty severe depression stuff that was going on for two and a half years, due to a bad breakup which triggered my Dark Night of the Soul. All my childhood and past life issues came up at once, flooding into my consciousness for purging, leaving me feeling traumatized, out of control, and terrified of whether or not it would ever end.
But I healed it all! I received help along the way from family, friends, a shrink, some shamans, acupuncture, and various healing modalities; all of it helped a little, bit by bit, but none of it really did the trick and the pain kept with me into year three, which was scary. It felt like nothing was fully working to soothe my pain and grief, until I discovered a incredible secret I am about to share (and two other good healthy suggestions as well).
Funny thing is that I only figured out yesterday exactly how I healed my Dark Night depression and doom and gloom. I mean I knew I felt better, but I didn’t realize exactly where the healing event occurred! So I have a huge revelation and secret trick to share…Wanna know how to clear depression permanently and naturally? Here’s the biggest secret ever, so you can live magically, feel in love with yourself and life, and live soulfully once again too!

Here’s me after I healed my Dark Night of the Soul
First of all, a brief disclaimer that depression should be treated by a pro doctor or shrink blah blah blah, and that the info contained here is just one gal’s opinion and we don’t hold me accountable for sharing my brilliant words. But yep, I do consider myself to be a pretty bright shining shaman who can help you only because I have treated my own issues myself with divine love and success, so here goes.
Oh, and second of all, if you are going through a killer bad ass painful heartbreak with a beloved, a death, or a death-like end of a relationship, keep reading, ‘cuz this blog’s for you! I send you so much unconditional love, empathy, and cheerleading, because I know you can do it, I did!
These are my three steps to recovering from a severe heartache and Dark Night depression, naturally.
Step One
The first step is to reawakening the God/dess Self. Girl, you gotta reconnect to your God/dess Self, or Higher Self, or whatever you call it. You have to surrender and trust to the highest place in your divinity. You’re probably in pain because your soul wants you to wake up to the Light, so she’s brining you over to the Dark Side to force you to turn your Light on. Do it! Connect to the God Light within you.
No matter what religion or spiritual school you grew up with or still believe in, let it go for a moment. Just connect to pure divinity. Connect to the force of Light in you that has carried through every situation in your life, and in every past life. Tune into your original spark. Align with the Divine Love inside of you.
You must awaken to your Higher Self now, and surrender the pain to your God Self.
How do you do it exactly? It’s hard to explain, but you have to keep playing with it until it clicks. You can pay shamans to help heal you, but ultimately you can only do it for yourself. It takes courage, but you will figure it out.
Devote your soul to your soul: ask your soul questions, start trusting her, honor her needs, start feeling your pain and emotions, and begin soothing it with your own soul’s love. Your soul is an ancient teacher and healer here to help.
Reconnecting the disconnects from your God Self requires tender and constant nurturing. It also requires reparenting the inner child, as there is a parallel between your inner child’s relationship with her mom and pop, and your soul’s trust in the Divine Mother and Divine Father. You will project whatever you experienced from good ol’ mom and dad during childhood onto God/Goddess; so until you fix and figure out those patterns, you’ll be repeating the damage and limits. It’s not fun to be living a life in a lie, in a perspective that there is no God, or that God betrayed you simply because your parents did, or at least perceived that they did. God never would betray you! It’s legally impossible (based on Divine Law) – though it’s easy to set up subconscious beliefs like “God betrays me,” so you keep attracting experiences that reflect this belief. Try repeating affirmations like “God never betrays me and never has,” and see how that feels instead.
Ask to be reconnected to Father Mother God and your Higher Self now in a prayer. Rituals help. Comfort and soothe yourself. You are a great inner mama and contain the Divine Mother within you!
Step Two
The next step is pretty bold, but if you live to be happy, I really do suggest you follow this one.
The second step is to connect to your solar and stellar origins via spending time in sun and starlight. Which bridges Divine Light into your physical structures (aka the body) consciousness, happy mood, and spirit.
Spend as much time as possible connecting with the sun and stars. Get outdoors as much as possible. Quit your burdensome lifestyle indoors. Take breaks more often.
I know this may require a lot of you, and it may seem unrealistic now because you have your whole life centralized around taking care of people and things that require you to stay in doors and away from the natural light. But I say FUKKIT, it’s your job to nourish your soul and your body, and you can’t stay imprisoned forever…
The ‘Illuminati,’ is a reflection of our shadow selves, which is embedded in our subconsciousness, as well as DNA strands, and in the waters of the earth. It needs to be healed and aligned with Light to clear depression.
Don’t freak out about it, but the Illuminati is present within everything until it gets cleared – within our culture, collective consciousness, in our government and work systems, in our food and health, and ultimately in our spirits and psychologies. But it can be cleared and upgraded! Illuminati is basically just another word for ‘energy that eliminates the Light.” Everything is a code written into the Divine Computer of all that is. Illuminati energy shows up in its code form when we choose to limit bliss and follow fear. When we say yes to slavery, say yes to poverty and struggle, when we say yes to staying indoors, boxed in cubicles like chickens in a cage, when we are OK abusing our bodies, limiting our creativity and passions, staying married to jobs and people who don’t suit us our our Divine gifts, we are saying yes to Illuminati energy.
Get Light, get happy. It’s time to move away from the polluted cities for a bit, start stargazing, and I swear it will make all of the difference.
Step Three

Here’s the big secret that changed me and permanently healed like 99% of my depression. It’s spending time in the sea among coral! Who would have guessed?
There is something soul activating about coral, and I have downloaded that it is where we come from. So it’s like this rebirthing place within the womb, and so we get to reset the codes within our bodies and our own divine computer! Water holds memory and is the most basic storage device that is almost an exact replica on a molecular structure level as a silicon chip in your computer storage device. Gaia’s ocean in pure areas will clear and clean your chakras, your DNA, and activate your Light Body as well as your physical body. You can even follow traditions of clearing the body by drinking salt water (do this under supervision as it will cause diarrhea and a detox reaction!) to purify yourself.
What I can say is that when I came here to this snorkel haven a few years ago in the depth of my pain, I opened myself to the healing energies of the ocean and it felt amazing! I went from crabby and stuck to aligned. I suggest spending time on a tropical island with sand, sun, snorkeling, and clean food. Not much else, and ask to connect to your Higher Self, your God Self and you will heal your soul.
To your bliss and joy!
Amanda
Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Twin Flame Matchmaker and Founder of Aphrodite University where shamanic high priestesses turn their bliss into monayyyy so they can travel, rise the Goddess temples and create lives to love for!