Healing Sexual Shame of the Innocent Inner Child

Healing Sexual Shame of the Innocent Inner Child

I went through my old photo albums today to heal some inner child stuff in regard to sexual shame.

It turns out that I always had PU$$Y Power – but by the time I was a five, I somehow learned to partially shut it down because it’s not safe or okay to have a pussy or be a turned on female.

It’s not safe to be a strong holder of the Feminine because it’s bad, or because you’ll get attacked or raped. Or even worse, because your sacred sexuality will be deemed dirty and wrong.

Somehow in my subconscious, I learned that it would be my fault if the Big Bad Wolf (the dark masculine) wanted to ravish my inner child who was so curious and delighted by her own innocent pleasure, play, and sexuality.

In truth, we are all born out of sex and primal creation energy. The universe is created from sacred sexual energy, and it’s neither good nor bad: it just is.
It isn’t young or old, male or female. Sacrilegious or religious. It just is!
When we embrace our infinite eternal sexuality, and except that it always was and will be okay, then we are free and no longer receive sexual attack energy. Because the sexual attack energy comes in where were we are repressing it; it comes to tell us “wake up” or “I am here!”

Open up. Forgive and accept your sacred sexuality, forgive and accept the attackers as part of your own shadow and love it.

Love everything and everyone who comes towards your sacred chalice or blade (symbols of the sacred feminine and masculine). We exist for one reason and only one, which is to answer the ancient question: “What is creation?” And then from there, everything exists and we got to play… It gets pretty exciting, doesn’t it?!





What Are Soulmate Clients and How Are They Different From Other Clients?

What Are Soulmate Clients and How Are They Different From Other Clients?

In my past ten years of being a spiritual BLI$$ness owner, I have found that there are two types of clients you can attract. There are the ho-hum clients who come in with an unconscious, random, or even fear-based energy, and these guys may pay the bills. However, they come with a handful of karma and maybe even some drama, and they don’t feed your heart to the deepest level.

Then, there a whole other class of clients who come through a pure divine alignment. Soulmate Clients is the term I’ve coined to describe them, and this is the breed of clients I am going to speak about today to help you attract your 6-figure BLI$$ in ease, passion, and fun, so you can make a huge difference on the planet!

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Soulmate Clients help each other stand tall.

How I Discovered Soulmate Clients

When I was in my 20s, I had a poverty consciousness that limited me to a sad little 4-figure salary. It was a curse, and it brought me to shame and pain (which now motivates me to teach other women how to create their 6-figure BLI$$nesses too).

Though I was stuck and poor, I still had a magical fairy way of attracting my Soulmate Clients just when I absolutely needed them, like when the rent was due or when I needed to afford taking a spiritual class or going to Dance Camp! Luckily, I could always manifest money and clients like a fairy, even when I was mostly blocked in the lower-chakras.

Bit by bit, I have discovered the concept of Soulmate Client attraction by trial and error, and realized that when I operate my Law of Attraction magic from my soul’s desires, awesome abundant and easy clients come through. When I operate from fear and having to manifest clients out of obligation, it becomes lame and headachy, and I work harder for less money per hour.

soulmate client attractionOne of my very first Soulmate Clients, Mary, came into my life when I was only working 1-3 half days per week as a licensed esthetician at my tiny little organic skin spa in Oakland, CA. At the time, I had just paid off my startup fees, and I was gaining some confidence as a metaphysical healer. I was in psychic school and had learned about the Law of Attraction. I was really excited to call in my fun spiritual soul-aligned clients whom I could test out my metaphysical magic on.

Mary had come to me like clockwork after doing a manifestation-prayer and visualization. I met her via Sarah, my acupuncturist, who had enjoyed a few of my facials. During Mary’s first facial, I felt an immediate soul connection and sense of familiarity. Even though I was afraid that she’d think I was crazy, I was immediately guided to ask her if it was OK to give her an aura healing while her face mask was on. Instead of being shocked, it turned out that Mary said that she’d love an aura healing and that she had gone to the same psychic school I was attending, and had studied with with the same teacher named Javier! Not what I was expecting from a overachiever in biotech. And what a small world! The aura healing felt amazing for both of us, and I could feel Mary’s energy moving and healing quickly. I was gleeful when she bought a bunch of products and immediately rebooked her next facial.

Over time, Mary and I connected deeply and felt that we had had shared past lives together. She was like a richer, wiser, and older version of me in a lot of ways; Mary taught me so much. We had a blast together doing her monthly sessions, and I almost forgot to charge her at the end of each facial. She’d tip me amazingly and sometimes even paid me an even $444 just for fun. Mary loved my healing energy, and we alchemically healed her rosacea and improved her severe skin sensitivities. We even discovered the root of her skin problems which cropped up when she’d left her first husband ten years prior. Her husband even noticed how her skin glowed and energy bubbled after our work together, and was curious to meet me! Mary was definitely my Soulmate Client, and made me understand the difference between a Soulmate Client and just another average karmic transaction.

soulmate clientsWhat are Soulmate Clients, exactly?

Soulmate Clients are a type of ‘business soulmate’ who are connected to you on a deep soul level, in which there is a sacred soul-contract governing the energy exchange. There is a monetary exchange based on Divine Love, respect, of mutual healing and learning.

Soulmate Clients are members of your soul-family/soul-pod/soul-cluster, aka a group of souls that reincarnate during a certain timeline with a specific soul mission. They have a similar soul vibration often times will feel instantly familiar similar to ‘love at first sight.’ Working with Soulmate Clients is energizing, activating, and helps us remember who we are in the Higher Dimensions. Further, by creating monetary exchange with our Soulmate Clients, we are expressing a sacred currency of Divine Love through what I call Holy MatriMoney. The healing exchange of currency is healing to both the customer/client and business owner, and is healing to money itself (which in a sense has a Higher Self or consciousness just like everything else).

Why is it useful to attract your Soulmate Clients?

There are a multitude of reasons why it’s so much better and more blissful to attract your Soulmate Clients. I’ll mention my faves here:

  1. You love your clients, deeply, with Divine Love!
  2. They love you back.
  3. You uplift each other.
  4. You have a soul contract blessed by the angels through the Higher Dimensions
  5. You are honoring both of your souls by creating a work-contract or financial energy-exchange.
  6. The monetary exchange blesses both of your bank accounts, perhaps 10, 20, or 1,000-fold!
  7. You instantly feel a deep sense of purpose, connection, and soul-recognition together.
  8. You have an amazing telepathic connection with your soul family, so even if you have a hard time explaining your work to people, your Soul Family will receive it. In essence, they ‘get’ your niche and brand.
  9. Other people won’t understand them as easily as you do. This brings them immense satisfaction and value and saves you both time.
  10. It’s easier to heal your Soulmate Clients because you share similar stories and healing frequencies, so when you work as their healer, they access their answers and heal faster.
  11. They like the vibe in which you do things, it uplifts them just being in your field.
  12. They find you charming, funny, calming, interesting, and attractive (it’s all relative! Soul-relatives!).
  13. The networking opportunities are much better because you’ll be networking with their extended soul families and vice versa.

soulmate clientsMy retreats, events, and projects are big old soul family reunions. The retreat I am hosting in Bali in February is energetically incestuous – each person in the group had already known or heard of or friended at least one other person in the group beforehand via connecting on the internet (they’re from various places in the US and Canada)! Similarly, my online Divine Feminine-based university Aphrodite University is basically a High Priestess reunion stomping ground of beings from Egypt, Atlantis, Lemuria, Greece, Italy, the Pleiades, and the Higher Dimensions.

I quite commonly dream of Soulmate Clients a day or so before they walk through the door. This makes my life seem a little more exciting, magical, and aligned. When money gets swiped from a client’s sacred credit card into my bank account, I bless it with Soul Family Love and ask for the investment to be returned to her ten-fold or more. I can feel how her investment heals both of us energetically and financially.

how do i find my soulmate clientsHonestly, if I hadn’t followed my heart and started to ask the Universe for my Soulmate Clients when I launched my healing business 2 years ago, I don’t doubt that I would still be stuck with a 4-figure income block. Trust me, hitting 6-figures and sharing the love with your Soulmate Clients is so much more fun, easy, and BLI$$ful, and they are out there waiting for you!

What are you waiting for grrl, go get ’em…

All my love to you,

Dr Amanda Noelle



Dr. Amanda Noelle is the Founder of Aphrodite University, helping healers become High-Healed Priestesses who rock 6-figure BLI$$nesses while changing the world.