What Is a “Dark Night of the Soul?”
A Dark Night of the Soul is one of the most intensive and challenging awakening experiences one could ask for.
The experience of a Dark Night feels like a death that will never end, and may be considered just as significant and difficult as going through a death–for though the body does not die, a part of the soul is indeed dying.
Though harrowing, the Dark Night is an opportunity for accelerated learning and growth at the soul level.
What Is a Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul?
The Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul is inspired by a severance of a powerful soul bond, a connection with either a Karmic Soulmate, a Twin Flame Counterfeit, or a Twin Flame Runner.
There are 5 symptoms of the Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul that I mention in more detail in this video:
I have noticed these very specific 5 symptoms in nearly single soul I have seen go through this harrowing experience, including in all of my clients, fans, and in myself…
I’ll list the 5 symptoms here for your convenience, so you can follow along as you watch the video,
5 Symptoms of a Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul
- You feel like you’re gonna die… But worse.
- It feels like you’re trapped, and there’s no getting out.
- You are obsessed – there’s a sense of urgency, anxiety, like your whole life is going to be ruined, forever.
- You might have childhood memories coming up, in dreams, latent memories, or manifesting experiences similar to childhood traumas.
- There’s a feeling of pain or trauma in your nervous system. You may be hit by panic attacks, depression, and hopelessness, even if you don’t have a history of it.
The experience, as with any type of Dark Night of the Soul, feels like a death, a very painful loss of (a) a real part of your own soul, or annihilation of the ego, and (b) it feels like the ultimate grievance of a soulmate.
A Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul is one of the most painful types of losses, and it can last varying amounts of time, and can take some years to recover from the loss.
The experience of losing a Karmic Soulmate, a Twin Flame Counterfeit, or Twin Flame Runner can feel more painful than losing a loved one. For it’s as if they have died and will never come back, but they are right there, maybe even living near you or on social media, and it’s a reminder that your bond has been broken!
If you are going through a Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul, you will feel it and know it. I commend you for the courage–your soul has chosen to take this path and it is not easy. Yet with the right support, healing energy, and the proper next steps, your soul may be about to flourish in ways it never has before in any of its incarnations!
It means that you are ready to take a big leap into a new paradigm where you are operating on all cylinders, on all of your 11 Twin Flame Chakras, where you are ready to attract true Twin Flame Love.
However, I know that the journey can seem like a steep uphill climb, which is why I recommend not going through it alone, and not ignoring the process.
That’s why I am gathering a tribe of Twin Flames for a 3 day retreat in sunny San Diego, California, where my Beloved and I will not only share some of our best Twin Flame Attraction tips and exercises, we’ll be creating a thriving sisterhood of support.
If you feel called to step into your full soul’s calling and power, and you want a fun and supportive community of Twin Flame sisters, join us at Twin Flames Live: A Retreat to Bring in the Beloved.
Have you ever gone through, or are you going through a Dark Night of the Soul? Please share in the comments below what your symptoms were/are, and what you has helped you get through it.
Dr. Amanda Noelle is a Twin Flame Matchmaker, helping smart conscious women call in their ultimate soulmate in 6 months or less.
I woke up today feeling defeated. My twin is in a relationship with someone else and usually I try to stay positive, but today feeling depressed, anxious, and in a lot of physical pain.
Aww that really sucks though I know just how you feel. Hugs and lots of love to you. <3
They do suck and they are the most powerful tool because we’re meant to have a resurrection and rebirth! It’s all part of the path of ascension 🙂
I am so sorry to hear about your pain. Pain is a pain in the butt, especially when it’s in your heart. Oye! Darling, you are so loved no matter what, there are those who are ready to hold you. I feel that if you immerse yourself in deep self love, and get into your passions and find those who support you, you won’t “need” love from your Twin, AND it will come and find you. PS: I was SURE that my ex was my Twin, we had the most crazy sychronicities. But he never showed, and I by letting him go I allowed in a whole new world of love!
I am seeing a doctor tomorrow. I feel sick in every inch of my body. I get weird depressive thoughts and feel exactly like dying. I am not okay. This might be a nervous breakdown. I am obsessive and try to help myself letting go for good, focus and heal myself simply by forgetting it all. I fear my life being ruined by the twin flame runner.
I went through the dark night of the soul in 2014 after my twin flame became a runner and disappeared from my life w no warning or explanation . My dark night lasted several months, 4 or 5 if I remember correctly . I became depressed , could barely get out of bed most days , and felt like I had went insane and lost all touch w reality . I started to experience visions and it was hard to distinguish dreams and visions from reality . I felt like I was going to die, and a lot of days I prayed that I would die . I slept a lot, lost my sense of thirst and hunger , lost 25 lbs…etc…it’s literally hell on earth mentally and emotionally.
Oh Pam, my heart goes out to you! It definitely sounds like you had a good Dark Night of the Soul! How are you doing now? You had all of the classic signs and symptoms, which means that there is going to be a light day of the soul coming to you, as long as you allow in the love! Big waves of light and love your way.
What are some good ways to get organized and start crafting a new life after coming out of one of these mystical experiences and grounding back down into 3d life??
I think you answered your own question Ann, when you said “crafting” it gave me chills! Are you into vision boards, art projects, or the book the Artists Way? There are many ways to do it, but I feel art is your way! Hope that helps 🙂
I went through 27 years with a narcissist. A few years later I met someone I believe is my twin flame. We have a great attraction, love being together, then he takes off running. I don’t want to keep thinking about him. He says he loves me and I’m his other half. Peeks his head through the window momentarily then he is off again. I feel alone and depressed. I don’t have a lot of time left in this life (or patience) to wait for him. I’m tired of all the games. Most days I have little to look forward to, no purpose and just want to return home. Others keep telling me it’s not my time yet.
My Twin Flame came into my life and everything felt complete with my heart and soul. 3 months later, he decided he was going to try and make it work with his wife. Even though he didn’t want to marry her 26 years ago and wanted to make a life with me. We dated a long time ago. 9 months later and I still haven’t spoken to him and I’m blocked everywhere. It’s killing me.
What kills us only makes us stronger, if we accept that it’s all but a mirror of ourselves and we can change it! Bless.